the next level

Why is it that I have to hit rock bottom
Before you can accept that you need help
And in terms of measurements
How far is rock bottom in the first place

What do I have to see
What do I have to feel
What must I change
In order to leave this desolate wasteland

Is there a certain milestone
That reads "you have now hit rock bottom"
The end of a bottomless pit
We all seem to throw ourselves in to drain our sorrows

I might have hit this place more than once
Because I feel I have been here more than once
Or was I mearly looking at a mirage
When I thought I was boarding the bus out of this place

It hurts me more to know how far I have come
Only to start back at the drawing board
Without a seconds notice or awarning
I was once again blown of my feet

I can't help but question if it's not my footing
Or maybe I am travelling down the wrong path
Because if I was treading on my path
I would have long anticipated the next leg of my journey


04/04/14