in light of my problems

 Looking back I can't help but think
But that is just that with me
I look back when I should look forward
A man once said
It's like memory's don't live like people do
They will always remember you, weather things were good or bad
And everytime I look back
My heart fills with sorrow
For I talk of the happy times
The joy I got from the things that I did
But none of you know the pain some of them bring
The heartache that I feel
I can smile and wear a mask around you
But truth of the matter is
This façade is never going to last

As hard as I try
I can't help but look back
Even though I know the is nothing but blackness
My life wasn't to attractive
I am going to try to kick forward and push on
For many wise man I can quote
Some of their best works go unnoticed
But if you take the time to listen
Than maybe you might learn
Because every time I have a problem
I mearly ask were best can I get a solution
But knowing is more helpful in the first place
For it shows you the light of the problem
The best solution for it
And lastly how to move on from it

 11/04/14