why am i like this

Why am I like this
Or do I choose to be like this
If yes, when was the choice made
For I feel that I am wasting in the wind

I am special and I know it
What I am scared of I may not know
For failure is inevitable
And victory is never without a struggle

Oh why am I like this
To be thrown in hell and crawl my way out
Only to dance with the devil once more
How can life be so cruel

I have said goodbye to what I have known
And said hello to the unknown
Gone are the days when I threw caution to the wind
Because it feels like that gust left with my ambitions

Longtime since I was who I had been
Its time I stop living like a hasbeen
For I have been, and I am going to be again
Flames never die ask a phoenix

I am who I am and no one else
To be the greatest was my dream
Now I would give it my all
Just to see that dream again

05/10/13