unleashing a beast

Be, be who you are
But than, who are you
Who am I
I have set out to find this answer
And all I ever find is more travelling
I have travelled the mind and have come back
I know nothing
Even after so much travelling
I still know nothing
For what I set out to find
Has found me instead
For it is the mind that is doing the searching
But how, how
I want to know how
Who is in control
Who is responsible
I have to find out
I have to find out
I have to know
Because how can this be
I, this, this, this, I don't know what to call myself
How can it be
I am not a human
I don't know what that is
Because I believe in nothing
After all that i have learned
The truth has set something free
I don't know of it is I
But the truth is
Whatever I have set free
It is so big
It wants to break out of my skull
What is this
I set out to discover who I am
Only to discover that
There is a monster living inside of me
As white as light
And as heavy as air
I carry it with me
And it wants to be set free
Free, how do I set it free
When I am on my own journey
Or has it come to an end
I am lost, confused
What is going on
What is this, I don't get it
Maybe I am going crazy
But I feel like k have to let it free
Even though I don't know
What in am unleashing

03/01/15