Friday, 2 January 2015

the simple hard question

Am I happy
Am I happy with my life
Am I happy with my situation
Am I happy with the out come of my actions

What is the problem
What is the problem with my life
What is the problem with my situation
What is the problem with the outcome of my actions

Why am I not happy
Why am I not happy with my life
Why am I not happy with my situation
Why am I not happy with the outcome of my thoughts

Who is to blame
Who is to blame for this
Who is to blame for my situation
Who is to blame for the outcome of my situation

Is it me
The first instinct is to deny it
Deny myself the truth
The only hope for freedom

How am I at fault
How am I at fault with my life
How am I at fault with my situation
How am I at fault pending the outcome of my thoughts

Were is it a crime
Were is the crime in living my life
Were is the crime in my situation
Were is the crime in looking at the out of my thoughts

My mind says
The answer is there
The answer is at the beginning of this poem
The question am I happy

Because I will never know
I will never know
What truly are the rests answers are
If I don't ask myself this simple hard question

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