setting my priority's straight

The past, the present, the future
I have an awesome past
Now I am lost in my present
Looking for a way out in a dream of the future

I, the very man at the helm of my life
Have let it go to waste
Capabilities rot in a hell of emotions
Oh what did I ever do to deserve this

What have I ever done
Or what am I not doing
That I should put my mind to
In order to turn my life around

I am not happy
And everyday I am reminded of my unhappiness
My disgust in how my life has turned around
Is it somewhere in my past

But than I would have to let it go
Go, where I do not know
But I have to leave it all behind
Because it brings me no happiness today

I am here today
And I am going to use that opportunity
But setting my priority's straight
Because every second is a bit of my future

 02/01/15