i wish i could

To expect of me
Is the death of me
For were my road part ways
With everything you ever dreamt of me
Shall be a let down
But never from my part

To expect of me
Is the birth of pressure
Thus leading to disappointment
Of which no achievement
No milestone or feat I have ever achieved
Will ever erase that face of shame

I am but a traveler in this world
My journey has not yet begun
Though I feel alot has been done
No mistakes I have made
For that would mean nothing I had learnt
But that shall stand to be corrected

I live my life like I do
But that is what I have learnt
I cannot change who I am
And I can also do nothing
About what I have done
Not even dare to say I am sorry

 10/03/14