I could buy you a thousand roses for valentines
But I just want to be the rose in your life
I could buy you all the chocolate for valentines
But I just want you to call me your chocolate
I could buy you all the langerai in the world for valentines
But I'd love it if you wore my love as your undergarment
I could do it all for you on this day
But what about the days that remain
I celebrate our love as long as we together
For its what makes the journey worthwhile
I am yours, you are mine
Together we form a unison of love
So I pray you see it for what it is
For the love I bring is the love I give
Not only to you
But to us as a couple
So trust that I will be yours
As long as you will be mine
30/01/15
Friday, 30 January 2015
A poets love
She said you will know
Once a poet is in love
You can tell their fears
All their pains and sorrows
Well I am not in love
But loved I will be
I am not afraid
For fear doesn't live inside me
Hope resides in me
Faith is my stepping stone
Believe in myself I must
For I must if I am to make it on my own.
I will strive for the change
I will strive to make that difference
For I am a changing
Changed would mean I succeeded
She never said she loves me
But show it she has
She never said she will be mine
But a place in her heart she has reserved
I am not in love
But loved I am
I hope it last
For I will love her with my heart.
29/01/15
Once a poet is in love
You can tell their fears
All their pains and sorrows
Well I am not in love
But loved I will be
I am not afraid
For fear doesn't live inside me
Hope resides in me
Faith is my stepping stone
Believe in myself I must
For I must if I am to make it on my own.
I will strive for the change
I will strive to make that difference
For I am a changing
Changed would mean I succeeded
She never said she loves me
But show it she has
She never said she will be mine
But a place in her heart she has reserved
I am not in love
But loved I am
I hope it last
For I will love her with my heart.
29/01/15
Thursday, 29 January 2015
these horns(why i wear them)
These horns that I wear
I got them as a gift
As much as it hurt
Grow them I had to
Gone to the dogs
No longer was my life
Until God said I could wake the devil
For no yin is without a yen.
These horns that I wear
I wear them for my ego
They feed it its strength
And they help it fight
Through the valley of the shadow of death I walk
With my horns held up high
I fear no evil
For evil fears me in return.
These horns that I wear
Give me a foul stench
Like the mark of the beast I wear it
Possessed by its very smell
I now know my strengths
I know also my weakness
For from the beginning I begun
To the end I shall make.
So these horns that I wear
I not only wear them with pride
They make my ego boastful
As it walks with a stride
But I have no fear of them
For I grew them with a purpose
Of letting all my skeletons in the closet
To finally come to the light.
Peace I will achieve
As I rise beyond this devil
He is no challenge
If from the darkness I had to reawaken once again...
29/01/15
I got them as a gift
As much as it hurt
Grow them I had to
Gone to the dogs
No longer was my life
Until God said I could wake the devil
For no yin is without a yen.
These horns that I wear
I wear them for my ego
They feed it its strength
And they help it fight
Through the valley of the shadow of death I walk
With my horns held up high
I fear no evil
For evil fears me in return.
These horns that I wear
Give me a foul stench
Like the mark of the beast I wear it
Possessed by its very smell
I now know my strengths
I know also my weakness
For from the beginning I begun
To the end I shall make.
So these horns that I wear
I not only wear them with pride
They make my ego boastful
As it walks with a stride
But I have no fear of them
For I grew them with a purpose
Of letting all my skeletons in the closet
To finally come to the light.
Peace I will achieve
As I rise beyond this devil
He is no challenge
If from the darkness I had to reawaken once again...
29/01/15
these horns
These horns I wear
I got them as a gift
I wear them with pride
They will show you who I am
Once I called myself the devil child
But I let that devil die
So I could know peace
Not knowing were peace resides
I am none but a man
Choices I make seem stupid
But they don't change who I be
Because that is the truth inside
Mistakes I have made
Now I work to correct them
These horns that I made
Don't just make me evil
They prove that good exists
That evil is not a gift
But a choice
That we all have to make.
These horns that I wear
I got them as a gift
The giver of the gift
Is but since dead to me
29/01/15
I got them as a gift
I wear them with pride
They will show you who I am
Once I called myself the devil child
But I let that devil die
So I could know peace
Not knowing were peace resides
I am none but a man
Choices I make seem stupid
But they don't change who I be
Because that is the truth inside
Mistakes I have made
Now I work to correct them
These horns that I made
Don't just make me evil
They prove that good exists
That evil is not a gift
But a choice
That we all have to make.
These horns that I wear
I got them as a gift
The giver of the gift
Is but since dead to me
29/01/15
Journey of a thousand paths
I walk a journey of a thousand paths
Each one true but none of them definite
I walk a journey of a thousand paths
All I do is walk down each path one step at a time
Weather i will I ever make it to the end or not
Matters not if I am not alive during the journey
I might come across many rivers
And jump many huddles
But none I will ever take away
For they make me who I am.
I travel a journey of a thousand paths
None of them more real than the other
The only true path lies in your heart
Only than can you say you have made it
For it beats for that sole purpose
And guides us to our destination
I believe in the beating of mine
The vibes that it gives
That is the energy I live for
For energy never lies.
29/01/15
Each one true but none of them definite
I walk a journey of a thousand paths
All I do is walk down each path one step at a time
Weather i will I ever make it to the end or not
Matters not if I am not alive during the journey
I might come across many rivers
And jump many huddles
But none I will ever take away
For they make me who I am.
I travel a journey of a thousand paths
None of them more real than the other
The only true path lies in your heart
Only than can you say you have made it
For it beats for that sole purpose
And guides us to our destination
I believe in the beating of mine
The vibes that it gives
That is the energy I live for
For energy never lies.
29/01/15
waking up
I can't believe I let my brain rot
Without a care in this world
You could say I was partially brain dead
No activities happening
How was I living
I had fallen asleep
But I am awake now
And there is no time for sleep
Only time for working
A lot has to be done
But a lot has already been started
This journey is mine and ours
We will make it there
Above the wall
We will rise beyond expectations
They see us not
Even though they see us coming
We are invisible, but visible
We shall succeed
For we are destined for it
And they can't deny that
We are the indigo generation
We are the love generation
And we will create a better world
28/01/15
Without a care in this world
You could say I was partially brain dead
No activities happening
How was I living
I had fallen asleep
But I am awake now
And there is no time for sleep
Only time for working
A lot has to be done
But a lot has already been started
This journey is mine and ours
We will make it there
Above the wall
We will rise beyond expectations
They see us not
Even though they see us coming
We are invisible, but visible
We shall succeed
For we are destined for it
And they can't deny that
We are the indigo generation
We are the love generation
And we will create a better world
28/01/15
Itch
I once red a poem
That red me back
I once wrote a poem
That set me aback
To far away places it took me
But from the comfort of my own home
Now it urges me to push on
Like an itch scratched by movement
Stagnation makes it worse
Movement makes it better
So I choose to move
Everyday I take a step
And everyday I can feel it get scratched
I will make it there
Were I do not know
But what I will is the last time I scratch
For I will scratch no more
29/01/15
That red me back
I once wrote a poem
That set me aback
To far away places it took me
But from the comfort of my own home
Now it urges me to push on
Like an itch scratched by movement
Stagnation makes it worse
Movement makes it better
So I choose to move
Everyday I take a step
And everyday I can feel it get scratched
I will make it there
Were I do not know
But what I will is the last time I scratch
For I will scratch no more
29/01/15
Aim
From humble beginnings
I aim to make it to the top
No more sitting at the corner
Thinking of my yesterday
Or praying for a tomorrow
While forgetting to live today
From humble beginnings
I will rise from the bottom
And climb to the top
Never shall I be arrogant
When I walk this journey alone
For my faith walks beside me
I do believe I will make it there
Because I have tasted success
And now my lips want more
Like a kiss from an angel
Or the warmth its hugs bring
I definetly will make it there
For I believe
I believe I will make it there
I have that faith
I have that faith that I will make it there
To that place that can't be named
But can only be searched for
Were it is found I cannot say
What I can say is were to start searching
And that is the heart
For the mind is divided about it
And will never agree about it
So the heart is were you place your trust, see
All you need is faith that you will make
And the believe that its for the best
There is no use hoping for a better day
When the power of change lays in your own hands
So I place my trust in my own hands
For only I know were I am truly headed
29/01/15
I aim to make it to the top
No more sitting at the corner
Thinking of my yesterday
Or praying for a tomorrow
While forgetting to live today
From humble beginnings
I will rise from the bottom
And climb to the top
Never shall I be arrogant
When I walk this journey alone
For my faith walks beside me
I do believe I will make it there
Because I have tasted success
And now my lips want more
Like a kiss from an angel
Or the warmth its hugs bring
I definetly will make it there
For I believe
I believe I will make it there
I have that faith
I have that faith that I will make it there
To that place that can't be named
But can only be searched for
Were it is found I cannot say
What I can say is were to start searching
And that is the heart
For the mind is divided about it
And will never agree about it
So the heart is were you place your trust, see
All you need is faith that you will make
And the believe that its for the best
There is no use hoping for a better day
When the power of change lays in your own hands
So I place my trust in my own hands
For only I know were I am truly headed
29/01/15
Wednesday, 28 January 2015
Us
Say goodbye to the old
And say hello to the new
How I do not know
But still
You have to work hard at it
For the more you do
The better you become at it
I do this for me
Never could it be done for us
If ever I could not be first.
My own smile is more important
Than that of another man
If I can't do it for myself
How am I ever going to do it for another.
So I chose to put myself first
Everyone one else shall come after
For I will have succeeded
Were most would have failed me
Thats why I am first
My happiness and joy
Are mine to deal with
So I expect no one
To give them to me
When I can't offer themselves to myself
By my own lonesome.
So all this is for me
But always done for us
For we are all one.
Us 28/01/15
And say hello to the new
How I do not know
But still
You have to work hard at it
For the more you do
The better you become at it
I do this for me
Never could it be done for us
If ever I could not be first.
My own smile is more important
Than that of another man
If I can't do it for myself
How am I ever going to do it for another.
So I chose to put myself first
Everyone one else shall come after
For I will have succeeded
Were most would have failed me
Thats why I am first
My happiness and joy
Are mine to deal with
So I expect no one
To give them to me
When I can't offer themselves to myself
By my own lonesome.
So all this is for me
But always done for us
For we are all one.
Us 28/01/15
Truth(my)
I grew up without a father
I grew up without a grandfather
How it has affected me I will never know
Physically, emotionally,spiritually or mentally
There is a lot I will never know
No matter how hard I try
No matter how strong I can claim to be
I can even hide behind the truth
But it shall always be what it is
For a lot I lived without
The knowledge
Those teachings
That bit of effort
Could have done alot
But I had to do without
Lost I have gone on many occasions
Maybe they would have been there to find me
Lost I have gone without guidance
But I am slowly finding my way back
And I am doing something about it
To the future generations I will do my best
Without a mentor I will create
New teaching that will bind us
I have always been lost without them
Never shall you be because I am here
I will fight for the change
Because I know what it brings
The beautiful opportunities it brings
In me I you shall have that guide
That I never had
For I stand here correcting the wrongs
Of generations of man before me
Try without fail I will
Try without fail I must
For I will be setting my own example
And I don't want to set another mans
When I can set my own
Those who failed me shall cry
But those I will have the chance to affect
I will ensure they never forget what I did
I will sacrifice
Tooth and nail I will fight
But I will remain true
For an example I have to set
And I aim to set a new kind
I grew up without a father
I grew up without a grandfather either
I will not let my kids grow like me
For much I have to teach them
And I will be damned if I let another man do it for me
28/01/15
I grew up without a grandfather
How it has affected me I will never know
Physically, emotionally,spiritually or mentally
There is a lot I will never know
No matter how hard I try
No matter how strong I can claim to be
I can even hide behind the truth
But it shall always be what it is
For a lot I lived without
The knowledge
Those teachings
That bit of effort
Could have done alot
But I had to do without
Lost I have gone on many occasions
Maybe they would have been there to find me
Lost I have gone without guidance
But I am slowly finding my way back
And I am doing something about it
To the future generations I will do my best
Without a mentor I will create
New teaching that will bind us
I have always been lost without them
Never shall you be because I am here
I will fight for the change
Because I know what it brings
The beautiful opportunities it brings
In me I you shall have that guide
That I never had
For I stand here correcting the wrongs
Of generations of man before me
Try without fail I will
Try without fail I must
For I will be setting my own example
And I don't want to set another mans
When I can set my own
Those who failed me shall cry
But those I will have the chance to affect
I will ensure they never forget what I did
I will sacrifice
Tooth and nail I will fight
But I will remain true
For an example I have to set
And I aim to set a new kind
I grew up without a father
I grew up without a grandfather either
I will not let my kids grow like me
For much I have to teach them
And I will be damned if I let another man do it for me
28/01/15
i believe ( in a love like this)
Thank you God
For showing me that I am nothing
No amount of joy
Could ever express how I feel
For through all the confusion
To know that someone cares
Is the greatest feeling on earth.
I smile without reason
Daydreaming of better days to come
How could this ever be
When at my lowest I used to feel
Now I am at the top
Because of the joy I feel
I am loved
Not by any other person
But by me
But the love I have since received
Is overwhelming to me.
Now I do believe
I do believe love will find you
Only if you keep the faith in what you believe
And I do believe
That this love is real
More real than any that I have ever felt.
On it I will believe
Because it doesn't hurt much to have faith
If it is what is going to get me through the day.
I believe
More than I have ever believed
For this love feels so real
How could it not
When I have never felt a feeling like this
28/01/15
For showing me that I am nothing
No amount of joy
Could ever express how I feel
For through all the confusion
To know that someone cares
Is the greatest feeling on earth.
I smile without reason
Daydreaming of better days to come
How could this ever be
When at my lowest I used to feel
Now I am at the top
Because of the joy I feel
I am loved
Not by any other person
But by me
But the love I have since received
Is overwhelming to me.
Now I do believe
I do believe love will find you
Only if you keep the faith in what you believe
And I do believe
That this love is real
More real than any that I have ever felt.
On it I will believe
Because it doesn't hurt much to have faith
If it is what is going to get me through the day.
I believe
More than I have ever believed
For this love feels so real
How could it not
When I have never felt a feeling like this
28/01/15
i wish i could scream( how i feel)
She's the apple of my eye
My candy coated dream
For her I would gladly scream
At the top of my lungs I'd scream
This love is so exciting
The passion igniting
For her I would scream
Worse than in pain I would scream
For the love I have is unmeasurable
How could I ever weigh this feeling
Maybe if I screamed she would hear
But what am I going to say
What words will I speak
What emotion will I express
Happiness, joy, because I seem so contempt
I seem so contempt to let it all out
But how I do not know
For this love that I feel
I wish to express
But how I do not know
What I do know
Is that I wish to be free
Free from this burden
That seems to be weighing me down
As I wish to let it all out
Unleash all this love that i feel
28/01/15
My candy coated dream
For her I would gladly scream
At the top of my lungs I'd scream
This love is so exciting
The passion igniting
For her I would scream
Worse than in pain I would scream
For the love I have is unmeasurable
How could I ever weigh this feeling
Maybe if I screamed she would hear
But what am I going to say
What words will I speak
What emotion will I express
Happiness, joy, because I seem so contempt
I seem so contempt to let it all out
But how I do not know
For this love that I feel
I wish to express
But how I do not know
What I do know
Is that I wish to be free
Free from this burden
That seems to be weighing me down
As I wish to let it all out
Unleash all this love that i feel
28/01/15
the urge to speak
I have nothing to say
But still I feel I should speak
I have nothing going through my mind
But still my thoughts preach to me
Speak I must
Even if nothing I have to say
No sense it might make now
But that doesn't mean it won't tomorrow
For I could never make sense of yesterday
Until today was its tomorrow
So now I believe
For the future we may not see
But surely we can predict
If we let our hearts believe
In what it loves best
For it will guide us there
28/01/15
But still I feel I should speak
I have nothing going through my mind
But still my thoughts preach to me
Speak I must
Even if nothing I have to say
No sense it might make now
But that doesn't mean it won't tomorrow
For I could never make sense of yesterday
Until today was its tomorrow
So now I believe
For the future we may not see
But surely we can predict
If we let our hearts believe
In what it loves best
For it will guide us there
28/01/15
something to say
Somedays I have alot to say
Other days I have nothing to say
But yet I speak
For I speak from the heart
It feeds my soul
Gives it warmth
The strength to carry on
Even when there is nothing in sight
But still I see
For my heart is my guide
My words my very emotions
Heartfelt as they may seem.
Somedays I have nothing to say
Other days I have alot to preach
Not to say what I do say is worthless
For no word is worth less, than its definition
I use these words to explain life
To explain how I see it
So weather I write a novel
Or a little sonnet
I will write till my pen bleeds
And the friction makes the paper catch fire
Yesterday I wrote none
Tomorrow I will write none
For my pen only bleeds for today
For that is the moment in which I live
28/01/15
Other days I have nothing to say
But yet I speak
For I speak from the heart
It feeds my soul
Gives it warmth
The strength to carry on
Even when there is nothing in sight
But still I see
For my heart is my guide
My words my very emotions
Heartfelt as they may seem.
Somedays I have nothing to say
Other days I have alot to preach
Not to say what I do say is worthless
For no word is worth less, than its definition
I use these words to explain life
To explain how I see it
So weather I write a novel
Or a little sonnet
I will write till my pen bleeds
And the friction makes the paper catch fire
Yesterday I wrote none
Tomorrow I will write none
For my pen only bleeds for today
For that is the moment in which I live
28/01/15
Tuesday, 27 January 2015
This is love by Matolo Kaylo Jr in Kenya
They trudged on
In the scorching sun
Through dunes
Listening to desert tunes
She was going to be a mother
He had the faith
At the city, houses were full
Many being brought to the world
But only one to rule
The manger was their only choice
A cry of joy filled the universe
His humility attracted thousands
His omniscience surprised the masses
His selflessness saved all generations
Oh! What a joy!
Black and white rejoice
A chant of His holiness in every voice
Nations bow down before Him
For no other love could be this enough
'Matolo Kyalo Jr' Kenya
I be
I might no be
The bravest of them all
I might not be
The strongest of them all
I might not be
The wisest of them all
But I am
An individual
That you cannot take it from me
And I will use it to my best ability
I do this for me
One day it will be for us
United we shall stand
Divided you shall fall
For I am me
And I will make it on my own
For I do everything for me
Never shall I do things for us
When it is in my best interest
To be an individual
27/01/15
The bravest of them all
I might not be
The strongest of them all
I might not be
The wisest of them all
But I am
An individual
That you cannot take it from me
And I will use it to my best ability
I do this for me
One day it will be for us
United we shall stand
Divided you shall fall
For I am me
And I will make it on my own
For I do everything for me
Never shall I do things for us
When it is in my best interest
To be an individual
27/01/15
I am
I am not a Christian
I am not a Muslim
I am not a Hindu
No am I Sikh or Buddhist
I am human
Spiritual in my faith
Not segregated in my believe
Never separated in my struggle
I am united
With what I believe
I am united
With all that is human.
Fear not change
For it is the only constant in life
Fear not
For you deny yourself
The chance to live
The chance to love
The chance to grow
And to be united
Because you chose a side
And I chose neither.
I am free
I am whole
I am united
For unity is my believe
Love my religion
Faith my stronghold
As I hope you open your eyes
And you may see
What I came to deliver.
A message of peace
A message of hope
A message of faith
Intertwined with believe
I came to sell you freedom
As I plant its seeds in the hearts of man
Those who believe
Shalt blossom flowers of life
In their very hearts
Only if you hold that space of faith
That you once held in your specific believe.
I believe in me
The power held by us
When we choose to be free
United in our thoughts
And not our believes
For they are segregated thoughts
Subject to separation
And never uniting us as humans.
I am an individual
And my faith
Will unite all those who will believe
27/01/15
I am not a Muslim
I am not a Hindu
No am I Sikh or Buddhist
I am human
Spiritual in my faith
Not segregated in my believe
Never separated in my struggle
I am united
With what I believe
I am united
With all that is human.
Fear not change
For it is the only constant in life
Fear not
For you deny yourself
The chance to live
The chance to love
The chance to grow
And to be united
Because you chose a side
And I chose neither.
I am free
I am whole
I am united
For unity is my believe
Love my religion
Faith my stronghold
As I hope you open your eyes
And you may see
What I came to deliver.
A message of peace
A message of hope
A message of faith
Intertwined with believe
I came to sell you freedom
As I plant its seeds in the hearts of man
Those who believe
Shalt blossom flowers of life
In their very hearts
Only if you hold that space of faith
That you once held in your specific believe.
I believe in me
The power held by us
When we choose to be free
United in our thoughts
And not our believes
For they are segregated thoughts
Subject to separation
And never uniting us as humans.
I am an individual
And my faith
Will unite all those who will believe
27/01/15
Monday, 26 January 2015
Thinking positively
I hold a place in my heart of shear pleasure
I hold in my heart a place for shear peace
Adamant with my smile so you see
Its growing stronger
With everyday that I believe
I believe it high time I set out to be free
Though freedom now lives in my heart
A few chains I have to break free
Unloosen their strong hold
So that I can be free
For I can feel it in my heart, freedom is calling me
I seek not the path of man
That is something that has to be seen
I seek the path of truth
And it is setting me free
No longer do I try
I just let it all be
This freedom exists not in my mind
It is grown in my soul
With the purpose of feeding my heart
And maybe with time it will help me
To achieve what is mine
Which is to finally be at peace
I seek for freedom of the heart
So I choose to be free
I seek freedom of the soul
So I could know eternal peace
As I fight, all of this negativity
I know I will make it, only if I remain thinking positively
26/01/15
I hold in my heart a place for shear peace
Adamant with my smile so you see
Its growing stronger
With everyday that I believe
I believe it high time I set out to be free
Though freedom now lives in my heart
A few chains I have to break free
Unloosen their strong hold
So that I can be free
For I can feel it in my heart, freedom is calling me
I seek not the path of man
That is something that has to be seen
I seek the path of truth
And it is setting me free
No longer do I try
I just let it all be
This freedom exists not in my mind
It is grown in my soul
With the purpose of feeding my heart
And maybe with time it will help me
To achieve what is mine
Which is to finally be at peace
I seek for freedom of the heart
So I choose to be free
I seek freedom of the soul
So I could know eternal peace
As I fight, all of this negativity
I know I will make it, only if I remain thinking positively
26/01/15
Indigo
I am indigo
Yes I know
I am the future
Yes I believe
I am the compass
That I now know
My soul purpose in this life
Is to exist as the guide back home
We are not kings
We are Gods
Infinite timeless beings of light
And that truth I am here to unleash
I will not fight
But my warfare shan't be swift
Though it shall be precise
Never shall it be quick
You shall learn
As with time you will believe
Love is the way out
And I have started feeding it to me
It raises me up high
Even when I kick myself down
It is unmeasurable
Infinite is its light
Yes I do believe
I believe it
I will fight
Through the warfare of life
I will transcend this ego
I will be light
I have felt its freedom
So as I fight
I will teach
You will learn
We shall succeed
Because this fight is for us
Yes
We are in this together
Never forget that
For that, is the simple truth
I am indigo
Yes I know
I am the future
Yes I believe
I hold the key in my heart
That I know
And as I live
That is the teaching I will give
26/01/15
Yes I know
I am the future
Yes I believe
I am the compass
That I now know
My soul purpose in this life
Is to exist as the guide back home
We are not kings
We are Gods
Infinite timeless beings of light
And that truth I am here to unleash
I will not fight
But my warfare shan't be swift
Though it shall be precise
Never shall it be quick
You shall learn
As with time you will believe
Love is the way out
And I have started feeding it to me
It raises me up high
Even when I kick myself down
It is unmeasurable
Infinite is its light
Yes I do believe
I believe it
I will fight
Through the warfare of life
I will transcend this ego
I will be light
I have felt its freedom
So as I fight
I will teach
You will learn
We shall succeed
Because this fight is for us
Yes
We are in this together
Never forget that
For that, is the simple truth
I am indigo
Yes I know
I am the future
Yes I believe
I hold the key in my heart
That I know
And as I live
That is the teaching I will give
26/01/15
Angel in your life
The angel in your life
That is not I
Though I shall bare gifts
That you will never see with the naked eye
For I will touch your heart
I will speak with your soul
But I will never rescue you from the perils of life
No mere solution I have for I am man too
And I walk this path with you
Though you search for endless riches
The riches I seek live in the heart
No price on it have I ever seen
But even friendship has a price tag these days
I cannot believe it with my eyes
The real I see and when free my possessions I will give
I got no love for this material life
I am at peace with the knowledge of this earth
The beauty that is in this life.
The angel in your life
That is not I
Maybe one day you will see
That not all angels fell from sky
26/01/15
That is not I
Though I shall bare gifts
That you will never see with the naked eye
For I will touch your heart
I will speak with your soul
But I will never rescue you from the perils of life
No mere solution I have for I am man too
And I walk this path with you
Though you search for endless riches
The riches I seek live in the heart
No price on it have I ever seen
But even friendship has a price tag these days
I cannot believe it with my eyes
The real I see and when free my possessions I will give
I got no love for this material life
I am at peace with the knowledge of this earth
The beauty that is in this life.
The angel in your life
That is not I
Maybe one day you will see
That not all angels fell from sky
26/01/15
Home
I grow a place in my heart
We love exist
It cannot be bought
Because I grow it with peace
There grows are place in my heart
Were all love resides
This place I grow for me
So that we can live in
It is my house
Our home
Home of love
A house of peace
That lives within me
But accommodates everyone around me
No rent you shall pay oh brother of mine
Because here, the rent is free
The food is free
And were wear nothing but love around our souls
I grow a place in my heart
Were love exist
Right now it cannot accommodate one
But it is never full enough not to accommodate another one
This place is for me
This place is for you
This place I build for us
Because we all need that place were we are more than home
26/01/15
We love exist
It cannot be bought
Because I grow it with peace
There grows are place in my heart
Were all love resides
This place I grow for me
So that we can live in
It is my house
Our home
Home of love
A house of peace
That lives within me
But accommodates everyone around me
No rent you shall pay oh brother of mine
Because here, the rent is free
The food is free
And were wear nothing but love around our souls
I grow a place in my heart
Were love exist
Right now it cannot accommodate one
But it is never full enough not to accommodate another one
This place is for me
This place is for you
This place I build for us
Because we all need that place were we are more than home
26/01/15
Sunday, 25 January 2015
freedom (is calling my name)
I hear freedom calling
It is calling my name
What kind of echo is this
The feeling is so deafening
I can't hear myself speak
Let alone hear my own thoughts
I must be in heaven
Maybe if I tuned in like a radio antenna
I could learn to be free
Because it is all that I dream of
24/01/15
It is calling my name
What kind of echo is this
The feeling is so deafening
I can't hear myself speak
Let alone hear my own thoughts
I must be in heaven
Maybe if I tuned in like a radio antenna
I could learn to be free
Because it is all that I dream of
24/01/15
Saturday, 24 January 2015
ascension calling
Transcending my own low vibratory thoughts for a higher self that is `I` this universal infinite being that is existent here. It shall be done, tooth and nail I will fight, but it shall be done, for enlightenment is my dream, than it would have to be seen that it can be achieved for it is out of who I be that I cry for this freedom, freedom, yes this illusive beast that we let run free though we let other man run amok with our lives in hopes that they will guide us to it, it, how can it be achieved if ever we are afraid of achieving it ourselves. How could this be, how could it ever be, or am I lying to myself again, but that could not be, because the more I search the more I do become free. I will make for I am searching for it for myself but from no word that any human speaks too because I am a human myself and I do this for me. Me, this soul and entity you see hear
24/01/15
24/01/15
Friday, 23 January 2015
weaknesses
I thought I was strong
But I am weak
I thought I could move on
But I still look back
I thought I could make it
Guess I lied
I need peace
Were can I find closure
How do I great the harmony
When I am not free
I walk this earth like a lost soul
Searching for an illusion called happiness
But I believe
That's why I keep searching
Searching for my destiny
Like I was going to find it here
Maybe its time I moved on
And went my own way
I thought I was strong
But weakness is still within me
I will make it the more I try
For I get stronger with each step I take
23/01/15
But I am weak
I thought I could move on
But I still look back
I thought I could make it
Guess I lied
I need peace
Were can I find closure
How do I great the harmony
When I am not free
I walk this earth like a lost soul
Searching for an illusion called happiness
But I believe
That's why I keep searching
Searching for my destiny
Like I was going to find it here
Maybe its time I moved on
And went my own way
I thought I was strong
But weakness is still within me
I will make it the more I try
For I get stronger with each step I take
23/01/15
a gift(for my woman)
Am I the man you want
Could I be the man you need
Am I Mr right
Could I ever be the man of you dreams
Oh please tell me if I could ever
Be the man that you wish for
No roses I carry for they will wilt and die
So I will plant a garden for you to see their beauty
No chocolate I bring for it might melt on my way
So I will always be the sweet taste in your mouth
No amount of money will I give you
For I will be the one of value on your life
Am I the man you want
Could I be the man of your dreams
Tell me now so I can bring you me
The only gift that you will ever need
23/01/15
Could I be the man you need
Am I Mr right
Could I ever be the man of you dreams
Oh please tell me if I could ever
Be the man that you wish for
No roses I carry for they will wilt and die
So I will plant a garden for you to see their beauty
No chocolate I bring for it might melt on my way
So I will always be the sweet taste in your mouth
No amount of money will I give you
For I will be the one of value on your life
Am I the man you want
Could I be the man of your dreams
Tell me now so I can bring you me
The only gift that you will ever need
23/01/15
let me touch you
Let me kiss you slowly
From the neck past your belly button
Let me touch you
In every place you wish
Let me undress you
As I stroke you gently
Let me pleasure you
Satisfy you like no man could
I will take my time
There is no need to rush
You are here
As well as I am
Lets let our love guide us
As we enjoy every moment slowly
Giving each other the kind of love
That has never been experienced
Let me take you to far away places
As you let your mind wonder
I am here for you
If you will be here for me
Our love will guide us
To were we have to be
So let me kiss you slowly
From the neck past your belly button
Let me touch you girl
Sensually so you can feel what I feel
The love that I bring
You will never experience again
For I am here for you
As long as you will be there for me
23/01/15
From the neck past your belly button
Let me touch you
In every place you wish
Let me undress you
As I stroke you gently
Let me pleasure you
Satisfy you like no man could
I will take my time
There is no need to rush
You are here
As well as I am
Lets let our love guide us
As we enjoy every moment slowly
Giving each other the kind of love
That has never been experienced
Let me take you to far away places
As you let your mind wonder
I am here for you
If you will be here for me
Our love will guide us
To were we have to be
So let me kiss you slowly
From the neck past your belly button
Let me touch you girl
Sensually so you can feel what I feel
The love that I bring
You will never experience again
For I am here for you
As long as you will be there for me
23/01/15
silance(the universe is speaking)
Silance, the universe is speaking
Though its voice is silent
Hush, for you might not hear it
Only to wonder around aimlessly
Looking for the advice you did not hear
Listen, for the universe is speaking
No voice it has but still it communicates
With me it has long since gone silent
But today I hear it clearly
For I see the signes it has left me
We speak but never listen
We listen to what will never be spoken
Open our eyes it is yet to be seen
That the signs are in front of us
No longer shall we be silenced
Hush, for the universe speaks
It communicates wish us
Like sign language to the deaf
See what we must
And comprehend that its what makes us human
The nature to love
And the capability to destroy
We hear not our inner voice
For we wish to only listen to our external
Though it has never brought us nothing but misery
From today I vow to be silent
So I can hear the universe speak
And when I do speak
I will speak in the language of it
So I can appeal to all man
Iregardless of race or nationality
The universe speaks to us all
It is within us all
And if we could all be silent
Maybe we could hear what it is saying
23/01/15
Though its voice is silent
Hush, for you might not hear it
Only to wonder around aimlessly
Looking for the advice you did not hear
Listen, for the universe is speaking
No voice it has but still it communicates
With me it has long since gone silent
But today I hear it clearly
For I see the signes it has left me
We speak but never listen
We listen to what will never be spoken
Open our eyes it is yet to be seen
That the signs are in front of us
No longer shall we be silenced
Hush, for the universe speaks
It communicates wish us
Like sign language to the deaf
See what we must
And comprehend that its what makes us human
The nature to love
And the capability to destroy
We hear not our inner voice
For we wish to only listen to our external
Though it has never brought us nothing but misery
From today I vow to be silent
So I can hear the universe speak
And when I do speak
I will speak in the language of it
So I can appeal to all man
Iregardless of race or nationality
The universe speaks to us all
It is within us all
And if we could all be silent
Maybe we could hear what it is saying
23/01/15
happiness
I have found happiness
In the form of a shadow
Trapped in a bottle
And far flung into the ocean
I have found happiness within me
Cast light on it have I
Only for it to disappear
Like the illusion that is peace
Peace, of mind
Peace, of heart
Peace, of soul
I will be at peace
For what I found is real
It lives within me
Growing strong like a demon
This time I will control it
For stronger is I
From the first day I saw it
Stronger is I
From the first day I felt it
Now I harness its power
I grow it within me
As I grow along with it
Happiness shall be abound
I've found happiness in the form of a shadow
Trapped in a bottle of illusions
Far flung into the ocean like a demon
But swim have I in search of it
And I have succeeded in reaching the shores
That it has beached itself at
For freedom is abound
Only if I could find that peace within me
23/01/15
In the form of a shadow
Trapped in a bottle
And far flung into the ocean
I have found happiness within me
Cast light on it have I
Only for it to disappear
Like the illusion that is peace
Peace, of mind
Peace, of heart
Peace, of soul
I will be at peace
For what I found is real
It lives within me
Growing strong like a demon
This time I will control it
For stronger is I
From the first day I saw it
Stronger is I
From the first day I felt it
Now I harness its power
I grow it within me
As I grow along with it
Happiness shall be abound
I've found happiness in the form of a shadow
Trapped in a bottle of illusions
Far flung into the ocean like a demon
But swim have I in search of it
And I have succeeded in reaching the shores
That it has beached itself at
For freedom is abound
Only if I could find that peace within me
23/01/15
loss
A tear a day
Makes the fear go away
But as the tears roll down my face
Know that they are not tears of joy or pain
And they are not fake for they are the tears of loss
I have lost my well being on earth
For the only person I cared for
My real reason for living on earth
Has left my side
Stopped the relationship that was meant to be
No one can replace what I have lost
There might be plenty of fish in the sea
But for every catch you make, there is always a difference
You were the difference in me
You changed me from a player
To a gentleman and a lover
I became a player hater
But now you are gone
And I need you back in my life
For my heart bleeds for you
Mistakes I have made
And I feel bad for what I done to you as my love
I broke your heart and threw it in a bottomless pit
Now I make you sick while at first I made you fit
Know that I will always love you and no one else
Together forever the love will never stop
Makes the fear go away
But as the tears roll down my face
Know that they are not tears of joy or pain
And they are not fake for they are the tears of loss
I have lost my well being on earth
For the only person I cared for
My real reason for living on earth
Has left my side
Stopped the relationship that was meant to be
No one can replace what I have lost
There might be plenty of fish in the sea
But for every catch you make, there is always a difference
You were the difference in me
You changed me from a player
To a gentleman and a lover
I became a player hater
But now you are gone
And I need you back in my life
For my heart bleeds for you
Mistakes I have made
And I feel bad for what I done to you as my love
I broke your heart and threw it in a bottomless pit
Now I make you sick while at first I made you fit
Know that I will always love you and no one else
Together forever the love will never stop
layzie king
Seven layzie kings
Sit around their round table
Doing nothing is their job
For they are the layzie kings
The first is the strongest of them all
Too bad he is too layzie to do anything
The second is the toughest of them all
No matter how hard you hit he stands still
The third is the craziest
He should never be touched
The fourth is the smartest
At any time he can solve any problem
The fifth is the slickest
He could sell you without a thought
The sixth is the criminal
Never to be messed with
The seventh is the most different
He posses all the others powers
And also has his own, the power of charm
With this he can make a chick fall
Out of these seven layzie kings
I am the seventh
Invested in me is a lot of power
That I have to use
Sit around their round table
Doing nothing is their job
For they are the layzie kings
The first is the strongest of them all
Too bad he is too layzie to do anything
The second is the toughest of them all
No matter how hard you hit he stands still
The third is the craziest
He should never be touched
The fourth is the smartest
At any time he can solve any problem
The fifth is the slickest
He could sell you without a thought
The sixth is the criminal
Never to be messed with
The seventh is the most different
He posses all the others powers
And also has his own, the power of charm
With this he can make a chick fall
Out of these seven layzie kings
I am the seventh
Invested in me is a lot of power
That I have to use
good man
I would rather be a good man
Than a great king
I would rather be known for good deeds
Than the greatest deeds
Better a man
Than a king
Better a person
Than royalty
Judge me not for my choices
But rather of my deeds
For you judge
And I judge not
I would rather be a good man
Than a great king
I would rather be humble
Than revered for great deeds
I am man
I am individual
And my accomplishments
A not a fluke
I do them for me
I am building my own legacy
From the greatest
I just want to be remembered
So I would rather be a good man
Then to be known as a great king
I am nothing but a man
And will never be nothing more
23/01/15
Than a great king
I would rather be known for good deeds
Than the greatest deeds
Better a man
Than a king
Better a person
Than royalty
Judge me not for my choices
But rather of my deeds
For you judge
And I judge not
I would rather be a good man
Than a great king
I would rather be humble
Than revered for great deeds
I am man
I am individual
And my accomplishments
A not a fluke
I do them for me
I am building my own legacy
From the greatest
I just want to be remembered
So I would rather be a good man
Then to be known as a great king
I am nothing but a man
And will never be nothing more
23/01/15
Thursday, 22 January 2015
this Virtual love
This virtual love
Can it be real
Or any more unreal
Than real love
This virtual love
Is what I feel real
Or just a facade
Because you are not real
With touch we learn
What truly connection is
With sight we see
What words can't see
So I wish not to be programmed
To be connected to feel things
Waiting for uploads to see things
This love couldn't be real
So this virtual love
That they got us living
Is something we have to stop doing
And rivert back to real living
Because that's true only real loving
So this virtual love
Is going to stop here
For we are going to see it
Is nothing but a lie
A lie to keep us apart
When we could be connected
Without WiFi signals
Through actual living
This virtual love
Is not real love
Because real love
Involves actually feeling
22/01/15
Can it be real
Or any more unreal
Than real love
This virtual love
Is what I feel real
Or just a facade
Because you are not real
With touch we learn
What truly connection is
With sight we see
What words can't see
So I wish not to be programmed
To be connected to feel things
Waiting for uploads to see things
This love couldn't be real
So this virtual love
That they got us living
Is something we have to stop doing
And rivert back to real living
Because that's true only real loving
So this virtual love
Is going to stop here
For we are going to see it
Is nothing but a lie
A lie to keep us apart
When we could be connected
Without WiFi signals
Through actual living
This virtual love
Is not real love
Because real love
Involves actually feeling
22/01/15
Hurt people
Hurt people hurt people
Loved people love people
Because they return those feeling
Only two emotions ever exist
There is love, and there is fear
All others a because of feeling these
So I wish to no longer hurt people
Because they in turn hurt other people
Creating a vicious cycle of hurt
So I am learning to love people
In hopes they will love more people
And start a love generation with me
Hurt people hurt people
And its all a choice to hurt someone
So it would be seen that we can decide not to
Loved people love people
Like Jesus or Buddha
They taught it in their teachings
We see it not for we are raised by hurt people
And all they teach is how to hurt people
And never how to love them
I am man
And I can't love a whole population
But me loving you helps you love more people
So lets stop all the hurting
And lets start loving
For it will cure this fear in us
22/01/15
Loved people love people
Because they return those feeling
Only two emotions ever exist
There is love, and there is fear
All others a because of feeling these
So I wish to no longer hurt people
Because they in turn hurt other people
Creating a vicious cycle of hurt
So I am learning to love people
In hopes they will love more people
And start a love generation with me
Hurt people hurt people
And its all a choice to hurt someone
So it would be seen that we can decide not to
Loved people love people
Like Jesus or Buddha
They taught it in their teachings
We see it not for we are raised by hurt people
And all they teach is how to hurt people
And never how to love them
I am man
And I can't love a whole population
But me loving you helps you love more people
So lets stop all the hurting
And lets start loving
For it will cure this fear in us
22/01/15
don't
Don't feed me the bullets to destroy myself
Don't give me the rope to hang myself
Rather give me the opportunity to lift myself
Don't give me a hand when you kick me down
Don't look me down because you have kicked me down
Only time should be when you lift me up
Build me rather than destroy me
Guide me rather than misguide me
Teach me rather than cripple me
I am you
You are me
We are one
United we could stand
Through division we fall
Lets work to stand tall
Don't feed me the bullets to destroy myself
When you can feed me courage rise
When you can be my rock when I need one
Don't give me the rope to hang myself
When you can turn it into a ladder to pull me up
Hoisting me up high like the flag that I am
Please give me the opportunity to rise myself
So I can rise to my highest of capabilitys
And be the shining star that I am
Help me up
When you see I am down
For one day I will help you
I am man
We are human
So let's scratch each others backs
Micasa is sucasa
In this tit for tat world
Never forget that
22/01/15
Don't give me the rope to hang myself
Rather give me the opportunity to lift myself
Don't give me a hand when you kick me down
Don't look me down because you have kicked me down
Only time should be when you lift me up
Build me rather than destroy me
Guide me rather than misguide me
Teach me rather than cripple me
I am you
You are me
We are one
United we could stand
Through division we fall
Lets work to stand tall
Don't feed me the bullets to destroy myself
When you can feed me courage rise
When you can be my rock when I need one
Don't give me the rope to hang myself
When you can turn it into a ladder to pull me up
Hoisting me up high like the flag that I am
Please give me the opportunity to rise myself
So I can rise to my highest of capabilitys
And be the shining star that I am
Help me up
When you see I am down
For one day I will help you
I am man
We are human
So let's scratch each others backs
Micasa is sucasa
In this tit for tat world
Never forget that
22/01/15
loneliness
Loneliness grips my heart
And fills it with sorrow
How long will I be alone
When there is a world out there
How long shall I walk alone like a wolf
Before I can start building a pride like a lion
I am a beast when it comes to my job
But I am stillstill and could do with a companion
I am a lover, not a fighter
I am a hustler, not a dealer
I am a human, not a machine
So thus I could do with a companion
So how long will I walk alone
When there is a whole civilisation
Hearts open ready to love
Question is which is going to love me
Me, this lonesome heart hear
That wishes to be a knight I shining amour
How long should I walk alone
Before I could find myself a partner
22/01/15
And fills it with sorrow
How long will I be alone
When there is a world out there
How long shall I walk alone like a wolf
Before I can start building a pride like a lion
I am a beast when it comes to my job
But I am stillstill and could do with a companion
I am a lover, not a fighter
I am a hustler, not a dealer
I am a human, not a machine
So thus I could do with a companion
So how long will I walk alone
When there is a whole civilisation
Hearts open ready to love
Question is which is going to love me
Me, this lonesome heart hear
That wishes to be a knight I shining amour
How long should I walk alone
Before I could find myself a partner
22/01/15
regret not and love forever
What is love but an overrated feeling
A virtue that is not present in all hearts
But only those with the will power and strength
To give it away may know how it feels
To love, for in return you receive back that same love
But its the love of another heart
That is going to fill the space
Left by the love you gave
Love is what fills a heart
Makes it beat
And pumps the blood
Lost love can never be regained
But by giving the last one has
They can receive more than they bargained for
Love is always and will always be present in a heart
Brocken or not the love will always be there
I do not need to explain this
The love you loose is less than the love you gain
So if you give your partner all you have
They in turn will give their all
But to the receiver it is going to feel like it has doubled
For it replaces the love you gave
Regret not and love forever
That is my motto in life
Always has and always will be until my final breath
I will always live by this and die peacefully in with it in my heart
A virtue that is not present in all hearts
But only those with the will power and strength
To give it away may know how it feels
To love, for in return you receive back that same love
But its the love of another heart
That is going to fill the space
Left by the love you gave
Love is what fills a heart
Makes it beat
And pumps the blood
Lost love can never be regained
But by giving the last one has
They can receive more than they bargained for
Love is always and will always be present in a heart
Brocken or not the love will always be there
I do not need to explain this
The love you loose is less than the love you gain
So if you give your partner all you have
They in turn will give their all
But to the receiver it is going to feel like it has doubled
For it replaces the love you gave
Regret not and love forever
That is my motto in life
Always has and always will be until my final breath
I will always live by this and die peacefully in with it in my heart
what do you say?
Beauty is a gift given, never capable of being taken. Use it to tour advantage. I ain't got nothing but love for you because of the way you stepped up to me
You asked a question, than another question. The third a reminder, the forth a heartbreak. Eish, why you have to see I am a changed man, I can't play like that
Intermission. "A wondering mind usually does not like the answer it gets. So ask a question and expect to get an answer. Sometimes unclear but at the end of the day answer
She said she was my junior, buy now! Ahh! She looks like a senior, how beautiful she has turned out. Too bad a year ago I would be quiet to hala, but not today
The world revolves, we shall meet, so o have not hot defeat, I just wish you can just chill, take your time, the world still has a lot. Go a step at a time
So in a world filled with rappists, murderers, conman, corrupt leaders, hypocrit elders, global warming, economic crisis, swine flu, Ebola, and many more troubles, have a nice day.
You asked a question, than another question. The third a reminder, the forth a heartbreak. Eish, why you have to see I am a changed man, I can't play like that
Intermission. "A wondering mind usually does not like the answer it gets. So ask a question and expect to get an answer. Sometimes unclear but at the end of the day answer
She said she was my junior, buy now! Ahh! She looks like a senior, how beautiful she has turned out. Too bad a year ago I would be quiet to hala, but not today
The world revolves, we shall meet, so o have not hot defeat, I just wish you can just chill, take your time, the world still has a lot. Go a step at a time
So in a world filled with rappists, murderers, conman, corrupt leaders, hypocrit elders, global warming, economic crisis, swine flu, Ebola, and many more troubles, have a nice day.
Wednesday, 21 January 2015
walk with me
Walk with me
Into the light I will guide
Walk with me
Through these dark times I will guide
I will be your rock in trying times
In me you have found your guide
Walk with me
Through the perils of life
Hand in hand as we stride
Walk with me
Be a part of my life
Together we shall fight
For we shall not hide
Lovers we'll be
Lovers of the light
So walk with me
Into the bright light
As I promise you freedom
Freedom of the heart
Peace of the soul
And harmony of the mind
So walk with me in these trying times
No hero am I in you eyes
But to you I will be a knight shining armour
In you I will confide
My strengths shall turn to weakness
For in you I will die
I will die
For I will turn into the light
So walk with me into the light
Walk with me into the light
Walk with me in this journey of life
And I will always live in your heart
Your mind shall kpeace
You shall live in harmony
For you will be free
Free in the light
The weight on your shoulders lifted
Walk with me and never die
But live in eternal peace
Peace and harmony
Harmony that is eternal freedom
21/01/15
Into the light I will guide
Walk with me
Through these dark times I will guide
I will be your rock in trying times
In me you have found your guide
Walk with me
Through the perils of life
Hand in hand as we stride
Walk with me
Be a part of my life
Together we shall fight
For we shall not hide
Lovers we'll be
Lovers of the light
So walk with me
Into the bright light
As I promise you freedom
Freedom of the heart
Peace of the soul
And harmony of the mind
So walk with me in these trying times
No hero am I in you eyes
But to you I will be a knight shining armour
In you I will confide
My strengths shall turn to weakness
For in you I will die
I will die
For I will turn into the light
So walk with me into the light
Walk with me into the light
Walk with me in this journey of life
And I will always live in your heart
Your mind shall kpeace
You shall live in harmony
For you will be free
Free in the light
The weight on your shoulders lifted
Walk with me and never die
But live in eternal peace
Peace and harmony
Harmony that is eternal freedom
21/01/15
these tears
These tears I shed, I shed because of fear
This pain I have, I have because of my tears
This loss I feel, I feel because of my pain
When shall it ever go right
Or has it always been right, just viewed wrong
I shed tears in fear for I am alone
It pains me for these tears shed on their lonesome
Without you, I have a deep hole in my heart
Your loss is like Gotham without batman
When shall you ever truly be mine
Though here, I feel you are too far
Though Near, see you from afar
Even if I hear, no sound I compute
Its like silence of the lambs, but at a rock concert
How can this be, maybe my eyes are wide shut
I am in pain
I have a fear
I feel a loss
That is why I shed a tear
These are my emotions
Take away my pain, and say you will love me
Ease my fear, and say you will never leave me
Fill my loss, with your ever enchanting beauty
For only then will I not shed these tears
Because I love thee, thy beautiful sweets
29/08/12
This pain I have, I have because of my tears
This loss I feel, I feel because of my pain
When shall it ever go right
Or has it always been right, just viewed wrong
I shed tears in fear for I am alone
It pains me for these tears shed on their lonesome
Without you, I have a deep hole in my heart
Your loss is like Gotham without batman
When shall you ever truly be mine
Though here, I feel you are too far
Though Near, see you from afar
Even if I hear, no sound I compute
Its like silence of the lambs, but at a rock concert
How can this be, maybe my eyes are wide shut
I am in pain
I have a fear
I feel a loss
That is why I shed a tear
These are my emotions
Take away my pain, and say you will love me
Ease my fear, and say you will never leave me
Fill my loss, with your ever enchanting beauty
For only then will I not shed these tears
Because I love thee, thy beautiful sweets
29/08/12
my tears
He cries, for his heart is Brocken
He sobs, for his world is crushed
He hides, for he wishes no one to see
He's lost, for his compass is Brocken
Is the no cure for his soul
An antidote for his ailment
A remedy for his despair
Or prescription for his pains
He walks this world alone
Facing a future of stories untold
With a scar in his heart
And a limp in his stride
In shatters is his ego
Agony is his emotion
Bruised is his pride
In tarters be his soul
Bury not a man in so much pity
Sentence him to oblivion
Give him not a knuse to hang himself
Nor give him more to commit a crime
Free from bondage he may be
Only loneliness he may feel
Give him back his glory
Give him back his smile
He sobs, for his world is crushed
He hides, for he wishes no one to see
He's lost, for his compass is Brocken
Is the no cure for his soul
An antidote for his ailment
A remedy for his despair
Or prescription for his pains
He walks this world alone
Facing a future of stories untold
With a scar in his heart
And a limp in his stride
In shatters is his ego
Agony is his emotion
Bruised is his pride
In tarters be his soul
Bury not a man in so much pity
Sentence him to oblivion
Give him not a knuse to hang himself
Nor give him more to commit a crime
Free from bondage he may be
Only loneliness he may feel
Give him back his glory
Give him back his smile
my happiest self
What makes me happy
I have never really known
But I have went in search of it
It, that is not even know
Its funny how I went about my life
Thinking that I can actually find it
Well I know now its a lie
Its a lie because I have not found it
Only because I have never known what it is
So today I ask myself
In hopes that I will have an answer
And maybe this time around I will find it
It, that can't be named for it is not known
Shall be what I search for
Only when I can give it a name
So truly what makes me happy
What makes me smile
And brings tears of joy to my eyes
What appeals to my ear
As it speaks to my heart
Maybe its sound I could hold near
What taste excites my tounge
So I could feed it to my heart
And eat till my hearts content
What ignites my senses with feeling
What textured cloth could it be
Tell me oh heart of mine so I can wear it right here
What smell could it be
That my nose could do not without
And like a perfume I will wear it all around me
Truly what makes me happy
So that I can go out insearch of it
In order to always be my happiest self
21/01/15
I have never really known
But I have went in search of it
It, that is not even know
Its funny how I went about my life
Thinking that I can actually find it
Well I know now its a lie
Its a lie because I have not found it
Only because I have never known what it is
So today I ask myself
In hopes that I will have an answer
And maybe this time around I will find it
It, that can't be named for it is not known
Shall be what I search for
Only when I can give it a name
So truly what makes me happy
What makes me smile
And brings tears of joy to my eyes
What appeals to my ear
As it speaks to my heart
Maybe its sound I could hold near
What taste excites my tounge
So I could feed it to my heart
And eat till my hearts content
What ignites my senses with feeling
What textured cloth could it be
Tell me oh heart of mine so I can wear it right here
What smell could it be
That my nose could do not without
And like a perfume I will wear it all around me
Truly what makes me happy
So that I can go out insearch of it
In order to always be my happiest self
21/01/15
Feel(no apolgys needed)
You don't have to apologise for doing what you feel
But they make it out like it has to be
I wish to be free
So I am not going to apologise for it
The hate I will take
After that I will forget
I will not just forget
But I will forget them that hated on me than
No more shall I live my life on your terms
No longer will I not do me
A crime it shall always be called
But who is going to prosecute me
No harm has ever come around
Unless you don't want me to be me
If you can see it in my eyes
Than you would understand that this is who I be
I am man, I am bold
I have no fear for I believe in me
Except if I am turned out to be a monster
When it is always about me
Me, yes I am not afraid to say it
And never ashamed to be
It is never a crime to be you
Just like how you should never apologise for how you feel
21/01/15
But they make it out like it has to be
I wish to be free
So I am not going to apologise for it
The hate I will take
After that I will forget
I will not just forget
But I will forget them that hated on me than
No more shall I live my life on your terms
No longer will I not do me
A crime it shall always be called
But who is going to prosecute me
No harm has ever come around
Unless you don't want me to be me
If you can see it in my eyes
Than you would understand that this is who I be
I am man, I am bold
I have no fear for I believe in me
Except if I am turned out to be a monster
When it is always about me
Me, yes I am not afraid to say it
And never ashamed to be
It is never a crime to be you
Just like how you should never apologise for how you feel
21/01/15
power of love(loving thyself edition)
If I sold my soul than fine
They can keep it
As long as i have my heart
I will live
Live until my hearts content
I will live
Because its the one thats real
That they cannot change
That they will never deal in
Because its too strong
To it the mind is weak
And it can be bought
Moulded into a tool even
But you can't buy a heart
A humans soul yes if 'they' believe
But never a heart
Because it is unpredictable
I live through mine
I let it guide me
Love is my ruler
Love is my religion
It is self taught
No one ever tells it how to feel
Nor how to feel love
So if I sold my soul
Than they can gladly keep it
Because it means I didn't need it
But my heart I do
For it sets me free
Like an unseen clause
The fine print in the contract
So believe it you must
Or deny that its not real
But love is my teaching
And I will give it to thee
Though I still have to give some to myself
For I had denied myself love
But always gave it away freely
But it has to be seen
That from today I spread some on myself
Because I believe
I believe in the power of love
And the evil in me
Hates that I am aiming it at myself
21/01/15
They can keep it
As long as i have my heart
I will live
Live until my hearts content
I will live
Because its the one thats real
That they cannot change
That they will never deal in
Because its too strong
To it the mind is weak
And it can be bought
Moulded into a tool even
But you can't buy a heart
A humans soul yes if 'they' believe
But never a heart
Because it is unpredictable
I live through mine
I let it guide me
Love is my ruler
Love is my religion
It is self taught
No one ever tells it how to feel
Nor how to feel love
So if I sold my soul
Than they can gladly keep it
Because it means I didn't need it
But my heart I do
For it sets me free
Like an unseen clause
The fine print in the contract
So believe it you must
Or deny that its not real
But love is my teaching
And I will give it to thee
Though I still have to give some to myself
For I had denied myself love
But always gave it away freely
But it has to be seen
That from today I spread some on myself
Because I believe
I believe in the power of love
And the evil in me
Hates that I am aiming it at myself
21/01/15
Tuesday, 20 January 2015
competition
I am not in a competition to live
When I am not in a competition to die
I am not in a competition succeed
When there is no competition for failure
I am doing this for me
And you should do things for yourself
If life was a test
Would you copy from my paper
Life is not a competition
So there is no need to compete
I do things for me
Never could I succeed doing them for others
That is the truth
Because why would I lie
I am doing this for me
Because it was long overdue
Life is not a test
So why do you judge me
Why can't you be happy
For these accomplishments are mine
The joy we can share
The sorrow too
But I will do things for me
Before I could do anything for you
I am not in a competition to live
When you could never compete with me to die
20/01/15
When I am not in a competition to die
I am not in a competition succeed
When there is no competition for failure
I am doing this for me
And you should do things for yourself
If life was a test
Would you copy from my paper
Life is not a competition
So there is no need to compete
I do things for me
Never could I succeed doing them for others
That is the truth
Because why would I lie
I am doing this for me
Because it was long overdue
Life is not a test
So why do you judge me
Why can't you be happy
For these accomplishments are mine
The joy we can share
The sorrow too
But I will do things for me
Before I could do anything for you
I am not in a competition to live
When you could never compete with me to die
20/01/15
going through life
I am going through life
I am not going past it
No am I letting it pass by
I am going through life
Because its a daily journey
Thats enjoyed through making memorys
We learn as we live life
For every mistake is an opportunity
A chance to make a new start
This is belief
And if you strengthen yours
The stronger you get
To go through life
You have to accept being alive
And let the energy flow through you
This is life
A peerless journey that is unforgiving
For that is the beauty that is life
We fall down to get up
And when we get up
We stay strong even if might fall down
I will live my life
Going through it daily
Because the future will unfold itself
I am going through life
Life is not going through me
For I can I let it slip away
20/01/15
I am not going past it
No am I letting it pass by
I am going through life
Because its a daily journey
Thats enjoyed through making memorys
We learn as we live life
For every mistake is an opportunity
A chance to make a new start
This is belief
And if you strengthen yours
The stronger you get
To go through life
You have to accept being alive
And let the energy flow through you
This is life
A peerless journey that is unforgiving
For that is the beauty that is life
We fall down to get up
And when we get up
We stay strong even if might fall down
I will live my life
Going through it daily
Because the future will unfold itself
I am going through life
Life is not going through me
For I can I let it slip away
20/01/15
me(voices in my head edition)
You are my success
You are my failure
You are my maker
My creator in times of doubt
Never shall I rise alone
For no man is an island
With you I am human
Without you just a thought
A memory to some
Never will I now success
Without the fear of failure
Because you are my success
You are my failure
Forever indebted I will be
For when I could not see
I was always guided
But when I did see
You never left me
Walk with me in this darkness
And I will in turn walk with you in the light
For we are united
Its just that that I never saw
We are one
Divided by separation
United we shall be
Only if we believe
For you were there when I failed
And are still here to see me succeed
And to succeed I shall
For I am you
And you are me
And I will always have you around
Because I carry you with me
Me, the author of these words
Sent out to me
The creator that lives in me
Never shall we be divided
When we are one soul
19/01/15
You are my failure
You are my maker
My creator in times of doubt
Never shall I rise alone
For no man is an island
With you I am human
Without you just a thought
A memory to some
Never will I now success
Without the fear of failure
Because you are my success
You are my failure
Forever indebted I will be
For when I could not see
I was always guided
But when I did see
You never left me
Walk with me in this darkness
And I will in turn walk with you in the light
For we are united
Its just that that I never saw
We are one
Divided by separation
United we shall be
Only if we believe
For you were there when I failed
And are still here to see me succeed
And to succeed I shall
For I am you
And you are me
And I will always have you around
Because I carry you with me
Me, the author of these words
Sent out to me
The creator that lives in me
Never shall we be divided
When we are one soul
19/01/15
Darkness(not a place to live)
I choose to walk in the light
For I have no use for the darkness
I choose to walk in truth
For lies never got me anywhere
I choose to live in peace
For I wish not to be hurt
I choose to be free
If I wish to live in harmony
I choose, for it can be seen
Were I be when I don't
I am not free, I know not freedom
I know not truth, I live a lie
But the power is in my hands
And use it I will
Hate me or hate me not
But this I will never change
I will make it
Because I know were to start
And to start I have
Change is following me
I do this for me
Never can it be for us
Though is frees us all
Everyman has to get his
Freedom! Its out there for all of us
Only if we decide to stand up and receive it
I choose to walk in the light
Because the darkness is no place to live
19/01/15
For I have no use for the darkness
I choose to walk in truth
For lies never got me anywhere
I choose to live in peace
For I wish not to be hurt
I choose to be free
If I wish to live in harmony
I choose, for it can be seen
Were I be when I don't
I am not free, I know not freedom
I know not truth, I live a lie
But the power is in my hands
And use it I will
Hate me or hate me not
But this I will never change
I will make it
Because I know were to start
And to start I have
Change is following me
I do this for me
Never can it be for us
Though is frees us all
Everyman has to get his
Freedom! Its out there for all of us
Only if we decide to stand up and receive it
I choose to walk in the light
Because the darkness is no place to live
19/01/15
we need you
11/2014
As I walk down this dusty path
I feel like I'm walking down the isle of death
Wilting sunflowers beside the trail look like wreaths
Laid on my gray casket
My head, a basket of worries
I've got this thought that I'm standing on a cliff's edge,
Having pictures of troubles in the inner city
Fake democracy and manifestos that lack authenticity
Suffering has exceeded the maximum capacity
If I jump off this cliff, it will be the end
The end of my dark days
The end of bloodstained escapades

But then, at the back of my crazy mind
A calm voice starts talking to me:
"See, your friend needs a helping hand,
Your empress needs your love and company,
Your mama really needs your victory,
Your existence, your future generation
The society needs you to build its sentiments..
..to teach and nourish the young and the vice."
That's when I turn around and look at the setting sun
In new hope and faith
With confidence and strong will to live my legacy
No matter how torn the personality is..
..the world still needs it
Somewhere, Somehow
Matolo Kyalo Jr (Kenya)
As I walk down this dusty path
I feel like I'm walking down the isle of death
Wilting sunflowers beside the trail look like wreaths
Laid on my gray casket
My head, a basket of worries
I've got this thought that I'm standing on a cliff's edge,
Having pictures of troubles in the inner city
Fake democracy and manifestos that lack authenticity
Suffering has exceeded the maximum capacity
If I jump off this cliff, it will be the end
The end of my dark days
The end of bloodstained escapades

But then, at the back of my crazy mind
A calm voice starts talking to me:
"See, your friend needs a helping hand,
Your empress needs your love and company,
Your mama really needs your victory,
Your existence, your future generation
The society needs you to build its sentiments..
..to teach and nourish the young and the vice."
That's when I turn around and look at the setting sun
In new hope and faith
With confidence and strong will to live my legacy
No matter how torn the personality is..
..the world still needs it
Somewhere, Somehow
Matolo Kyalo Jr (Kenya)
Monday, 19 January 2015
in the now
In the now, all man shall live
In the past, no man shall be judged
In the future, no man shalt dwell
For the present is the gift
The past is lost in our minds
And the future can never be found
In the now is where we live
For this is our life
Not our destiny
That we still have to decide
For it shalt be seen
That now is time we live
Yesterdayis history
Tomorrow a mystery
Today is the gift
So in the now I live
My past I am reminded
And my future forced to forget
But the now I will live
The past I will leave
And the future I will forge
19/01/15
In the past, no man shall be judged
In the future, no man shalt dwell
For the present is the gift
The past is lost in our minds
And the future can never be found
In the now is where we live
For this is our life
Not our destiny
That we still have to decide
For it shalt be seen
That now is time we live
Yesterdayis history
Tomorrow a mystery
Today is the gift
So in the now I live
My past I am reminded
And my future forced to forget
But the now I will live
The past I will leave
And the future I will forge
19/01/15
finishing line
The truth is out there
For everyone to see
Its like the notion of God
You just have to believe
I cried for peace, I cried for freedom
I set out to be free, so I could know freedom
And now I have peace in my heart
My soul is at rest, harmony
The truth is no certain illusion
Nor is it any specific teaching
It is rather the knowledge
Of setting yourself free
They say to the mind that is at rest
The universe rests at their feet
Stop thinking, and there's nothing you won't know
That is the truth, and no other like it
In my journey for it
I have come full circle
From were I begun
For no circle has a beginning
Is my journey at an end
I will not know
But what I have to started
I know will never finish
12/01/15
For everyone to see
Its like the notion of God
You just have to believe
I cried for peace, I cried for freedom
I set out to be free, so I could know freedom
And now I have peace in my heart
My soul is at rest, harmony
The truth is no certain illusion
Nor is it any specific teaching
It is rather the knowledge
Of setting yourself free
They say to the mind that is at rest
The universe rests at their feet
Stop thinking, and there's nothing you won't know
That is the truth, and no other like it
In my journey for it
I have come full circle
From were I begun
For no circle has a beginning
Is my journey at an end
I will not know
But what I have to started
I know will never finish
12/01/15
how to love me
Kiss me, for yourself
Hug me, for yourself
Embrace me, for yourself
Never do anything for me
For I, will embrace you for myself
For I, will kiss you for myself
And I, will hug you for myself
Never let your love be for me
For we should love ourselves
Before we could love our partners
We need to feel a joy from within
Before we can receive any from outside
Love yourself like I love me
Care for yourself like I care for myself
And the love we give ourselves
Shall be enough to feel the voidfeel
I wish to give you this love
But how can I offer it
When I can't offer it to myself
How could I ever deliver it
Kiss me, only for yourself
Hug me, only for yourself
Embrace me, only for yourself
Because loving yourself, is how you love me
11/01/15
Hug me, for yourself
Embrace me, for yourself
Never do anything for me
For I, will embrace you for myself
For I, will kiss you for myself
And I, will hug you for myself
Never let your love be for me
For we should love ourselves
Before we could love our partners
We need to feel a joy from within
Before we can receive any from outside
Love yourself like I love me
Care for yourself like I care for myself
And the love we give ourselves
Shall be enough to feel the voidfeel
I wish to give you this love
But how can I offer it
When I can't offer it to myself
How could I ever deliver it
Kiss me, only for yourself
Hug me, only for yourself
Embrace me, only for yourself
Because loving yourself, is how you love me
11/01/15
cold breeze
There is a cold breeze blowing over my shoulder
Some might call it the winds of change
I just call it how I see it
The truth of the matter is
I wouldn't be here
If I ever took the initiative
I have to start doing things for myself
Everything has to be done for me
For I am the one living my life
No one is going to put me first
If I can't do it myself
So I put the past behind me
Each day shall be a new opportunity
Each day shall be my moment
Each day is my chance
If I sit down .nothing I will achieve
If I stand up so much I can accomplish
Only if I stood up
So no more shall I wait
When the hour is at hand
And there is nothing stopping me
There is a cold wind blowing
Signifying that a stork is rising
Are you ready for the rain
Some might call it the winds of change
I just call it how I see it
The truth of the matter is
I wouldn't be here
If I ever took the initiative
I have to start doing things for myself
Everything has to be done for me
For I am the one living my life
No one is going to put me first
If I can't do it myself
So I put the past behind me
Each day shall be a new opportunity
Each day shall be my moment
Each day is my chance
If I sit down .nothing I will achieve
If I stand up so much I can accomplish
Only if I stood up
So no more shall I wait
When the hour is at hand
And there is nothing stopping me
There is a cold wind blowing
Signifying that a stork is rising
Are you ready for the rain
my life
You can't know happiness
Without knowing pain
You can't know joy
Without knowing sorrow
Maybe by hurting myself
I can learn to see this
Maybe if I was at my lowest
I will dream to be at my highest
This is not my life
This is not who I be
I plot my life
But have no action plan
Promises I make
But none I have achieved
Promises of a better day
But still I choose to be the same
This is my time
This is my day
This is my opportunity
Only if I can seize the day
The moment is at hand
The opportunity is all mine
What I choose to do with it
What I choose to do with it
Shall be what I choose to do with my life
Without knowing pain
You can't know joy
Without knowing sorrow
Maybe by hurting myself
I can learn to see this
Maybe if I was at my lowest
I will dream to be at my highest
This is not my life
This is not who I be
I plot my life
But have no action plan
Promises I make
But none I have achieved
Promises of a better day
But still I choose to be the same
This is my time
This is my day
This is my opportunity
Only if I can seize the day
The moment is at hand
The opportunity is all mine
What I choose to do with it
What I choose to do with it
Shall be what I choose to do with my life
erL is...
ErL is, Eternal Reality of Living
For how can we even go on
When we are not alive
ErL is, Eternity_Reality_Life
For the soul is eternal
Reality what binds us here
But it can't change that we are alive
ErL is, Everyones Realm of Living
For we are chained to this mental plane
With only one way of getting out
ErL is, an Existence Roaming Life source
For existence is timeless
Though destined to roam this time frame
But we are an eternal life source
ErL is, exiting this Real of Living
For I spent my life trying to escape
And now I have found the way out
ErL is, Everything Ruling out Limitations
We have none
We just put borders in our minds
All we have to do is transcend them
ErL is, Eternal Reality of Living
I am alive, we are alive
We are just not united
08/01/15
For how can we even go on
When we are not alive
ErL is, Eternity_Reality_Life
For the soul is eternal
Reality what binds us here
But it can't change that we are alive
ErL is, Everyones Realm of Living
For we are chained to this mental plane
With only one way of getting out
ErL is, an Existence Roaming Life source
For existence is timeless
Though destined to roam this time frame
But we are an eternal life source
ErL is, exiting this Real of Living
For I spent my life trying to escape
And now I have found the way out
ErL is, Everything Ruling out Limitations
We have none
We just put borders in our minds
All we have to do is transcend them
ErL is, Eternal Reality of Living
I am alive, we are alive
We are just not united
08/01/15
walking the talk
I have talked the talked
And even wrote it down on paper
Now that I walk the talk
It seems I am creating haters
But I will not look back
Because over my shoulder
Is nothing but blackness
That life isn't too attractive
I have talked about making hay
With whoever will tilt the land with me
My hopes, my dreams, limitations and ambitions
Now no one wants me to get up
After being kicked down so much
You would think I am a sumo wrestler
But I am no mud flipper
So I am going to rise beyond my adversities
No struggle is going to keep me down
When it is a choice in my head
And a decision of change I can make
So I choose to always stay up
I have talked now I work
And if you are my hater
Welcome to my world
Let's see if I still care
08/01/15
And even wrote it down on paper
Now that I walk the talk
It seems I am creating haters
But I will not look back
Because over my shoulder
Is nothing but blackness
That life isn't too attractive
I have talked about making hay
With whoever will tilt the land with me
My hopes, my dreams, limitations and ambitions
Now no one wants me to get up
After being kicked down so much
You would think I am a sumo wrestler
But I am no mud flipper
So I am going to rise beyond my adversities
No struggle is going to keep me down
When it is a choice in my head
And a decision of change I can make
So I choose to always stay up
I have talked now I work
And if you are my hater
Welcome to my world
Let's see if I still care
08/01/15
were i have to be
I know not where I am going
But just that I will make it there
How I do not know
But my faith will get me there
My skips a beat
Every time I have to be there
For the ego knows its were I have to be
So it creates I guise of fear to prevent me
I know not what I have to do
But just that I have to get there
And all shall fall into place
For its written in my life
With each step that I take
The journey shall get me there
I just have to have the faith
For its the guidance to get me there
I know not
But I have the faith
Its all that I need
For I trust its were I have to be
06/01/15
But just that I will make it there
How I do not know
But my faith will get me there
My skips a beat
Every time I have to be there
For the ego knows its were I have to be
So it creates I guise of fear to prevent me
I know not what I have to do
But just that I have to get there
And all shall fall into place
For its written in my life
With each step that I take
The journey shall get me there
I just have to have the faith
For its the guidance to get me there
I know not
But I have the faith
Its all that I need
For I trust its were I have to be
06/01/15
Sunday, 18 January 2015
Belief
You call it superstition
I call it belief
You call it belief
I call it superstition
The true question is
Truly which is superstition
Because we all believe
How it turns into superstition I fail to see
We are man
Or so the thought was
Infinite beings of light
We are multidimensional
But trapped in this façade of time
In a journey that has never stopped
Step into the realm of unknown oh brother of mine
Walk with me in this journey of truth
Peace shall come your way
And love shall be your teaching
You call it superstition
I call it believe
You call it believe
I call it superstition
It is all but one thing
Seminds
Freedom is on the other side
Your just have to tear it down
Be be in yourit may seem
For the guidance of a compass we are need
Trust in yourself let it be known
For that is the only way it can be brought about.
18/01/15
I call it belief
You call it belief
I call it superstition
The true question is
Truly which is superstition
Because we all believe
How it turns into superstition I fail to see
We are man
Or so the thought was
Infinite beings of light
We are multidimensional
But trapped in this façade of time
In a journey that has never stopped
Step into the realm of unknown oh brother of mine
Walk with me in this journey of truth
Peace shall come your way
And love shall be your teaching
You call it superstition
I call it believe
You call it believe
I call it superstition
It is all but one thing
Seminds
Freedom is on the other side
Your just have to tear it down
Be be in yourit may seem
For the guidance of a compass we are need
Trust in yourself let it be known
For that is the only way it can be brought about.
18/01/15
indigo children arise
Indigo children unite
Like rebels of the underground
Its time to fight
Protest we shall not
To wage war we shall not
But still we fight
Ours is a fight for freedom
For to be free we must
To be united we can
Indigo children arise
From the cracks of the system
Lets bring the walls of down
We are individuals
But if united we stand
Than the war shall be won
For we see with our eyes closed
Darkness will never take hold
For we are the bringers of light
With flaming torches in our hearts
We shall seize the day
And rule the hour
No longer shall we cower
When we are courageous
To stand for what is ours
My indigo brothers let us unite
For we must free our hearts
And let our souls run free
18/01/15
Like rebels of the underground
Its time to fight
Protest we shall not
To wage war we shall not
But still we fight
Ours is a fight for freedom
For to be free we must
To be united we can
Indigo children arise
From the cracks of the system
Lets bring the walls of down
We are individuals
But if united we stand
Than the war shall be won
For we see with our eyes closed
Darkness will never take hold
For we are the bringers of light
With flaming torches in our hearts
We shall seize the day
And rule the hour
No longer shall we cower
When we are courageous
To stand for what is ours
My indigo brothers let us unite
For we must free our hearts
And let our souls run free
18/01/15
awake
To come from my lowest
I will rise to the top
To rise to the top
I have to make it at the bottom
To swim with the fish
I must learn to waddle like a duck
To do what I must
I must learn what not to do
There are rules, there are regulations
But who do they govern
How do we live like this
And expect to call it freedom
How do we live like this
And call ourselves free
We live an illusion called reality
Trapped in a box that doesn't exist
So how can we be free
When there is a veil covering our eyes
From my lowest I will rise to the top
From today, my eyes are closed, but I see
16/01/15
I will rise to the top
To rise to the top
I have to make it at the bottom
To swim with the fish
I must learn to waddle like a duck
To do what I must
I must learn what not to do
There are rules, there are regulations
But who do they govern
How do we live like this
And expect to call it freedom
How do we live like this
And call ourselves free
We live an illusion called reality
Trapped in a box that doesn't exist
So how can we be free
When there is a veil covering our eyes
From my lowest I will rise to the top
From today, my eyes are closed, but I see
16/01/15
king(ruler of none)
I am king, yes
But I wear no crown
I am a leader, yes
Wait until my followers come around
The future I see
But I am going to turn it around
Every moment that I live my prophecys
Every step that I take to the future me
I have seen success
Like how I first saw failure
I am a dreamer and I am finally awake
And I am forcing my hand at the future
I carve the path in stone
While I write my name in the stars
Dreamy nights I have seen
Watching the starry nights go by
Cloud watching as I frolicked and played
Nelvana, can't anyone see that heaven is here
Here, right were I stand
We walk upon Atlantis
Bit look for evidence and debris
What do we hope to achieve
If we ever mine its existence
Will it close the book on our past
I am king and this land I will roam
I am a leader who shall always follow
For were my heart leads is home
What my mind sees is the future
Listening to my heartsongs
I have let my heart be my compass
I shall fear not were it leads me
But rejoice when I make it
For life has no guidance
But the journey of living we undertake
I regret not my past
I smile at the prospect of the future
I am a ruler but I own none
I am a leader but I will guide none
For those who will follow me
Will do it on their own accord
I am here to plant flowers in their hearts
Only they can blossom them
Like the flower of life
It will set my people free
For I am them, they are me
We are one under this philosophy
United we stand, divided we fall
But the wall of separation shall fall first
16/01/15
But I wear no crown
I am a leader, yes
Wait until my followers come around
The future I see
But I am going to turn it around
Every moment that I live my prophecys
Every step that I take to the future me
I have seen success
Like how I first saw failure
I am a dreamer and I am finally awake
And I am forcing my hand at the future
I carve the path in stone
While I write my name in the stars
Dreamy nights I have seen
Watching the starry nights go by
Cloud watching as I frolicked and played
Nelvana, can't anyone see that heaven is here
Here, right were I stand
We walk upon Atlantis
Bit look for evidence and debris
What do we hope to achieve
If we ever mine its existence
Will it close the book on our past
I am king and this land I will roam
I am a leader who shall always follow
For were my heart leads is home
What my mind sees is the future
Listening to my heartsongs
I have let my heart be my compass
I shall fear not were it leads me
But rejoice when I make it
For life has no guidance
But the journey of living we undertake
I regret not my past
I smile at the prospect of the future
I am a ruler but I own none
I am a leader but I will guide none
For those who will follow me
Will do it on their own accord
I am here to plant flowers in their hearts
Only they can blossom them
Like the flower of life
It will set my people free
For I am them, they are me
We are one under this philosophy
United we stand, divided we fall
But the wall of separation shall fall first
16/01/15
Today(the walls of separation come down)
For I am alive, I will seize the day
For I breath, I will make it a point
For every step I take is a gift
Like the name they call today, the present
With my head bowed low
I set out on the journey of life
But off late, with every hurdle
I raise my head up high
High, higher than the ceiling that is the sky
Higher than the limit that is the stars
Higher than any man has ever dreamed
Every step breeds confidence within me
I cast a spell upon these words I wrote
Bewitching them with my casp of prophecy
For the future seems more brighter to me
With every passing day I am here
I look not to the great beyond
When my feet are still attached here
I seek not the unachievable
When the achievable sleeps with me
My day of reckoning has long passed
My future has never looked so bright
But the prospect of chasing it so bleak
I am going to get whats mine, today
For that is the time I run
That is the moment I live
For me its no utter secrecy
I am first, and we are last
And when I am to make it
We shall all succeed
A utopia on earth we can build
Only when the walls of separation come down
16/01/15
For I breath, I will make it a point
For every step I take is a gift
Like the name they call today, the present
With my head bowed low
I set out on the journey of life
But off late, with every hurdle
I raise my head up high
High, higher than the ceiling that is the sky
Higher than the limit that is the stars
Higher than any man has ever dreamed
Every step breeds confidence within me
I cast a spell upon these words I wrote
Bewitching them with my casp of prophecy
For the future seems more brighter to me
With every passing day I am here
I look not to the great beyond
When my feet are still attached here
I seek not the unachievable
When the achievable sleeps with me
My day of reckoning has long passed
My future has never looked so bright
But the prospect of chasing it so bleak
I am going to get whats mine, today
For that is the time I run
That is the moment I live
For me its no utter secrecy
I am first, and we are last
And when I am to make it
We shall all succeed
A utopia on earth we can build
Only when the walls of separation come down
16/01/15
something (it)
Love is, happiness is, joy is
Pain is, sorrow is, heartache is
Nothing, they are all nothing
Humans are, emotions are, feelings are
Ego is, pride is, sadness is
Still nothing now ain't that something
We live life on assumptions of definitions
But even our definitions carry no similarities
Where does the separation device
Hope is, dreams are, goals are
Accomplishments of the soul
They matter not if your successful
What would mostly have to be seen
Is that we were alive trying to achieve them
Isn't that what we are after
I choose not to live by definitions
I choose not to live by expectations
But by the faith that I will ultimately get there
There, that of which I do not know
But what I do know is
My hearts beats fastest for it
Love is, joy is, sorrow is
Humans are, emotions are, dreams are
But we go about our lives as if they were real
14/01/15
Pain is, sorrow is, heartache is
Nothing, they are all nothing
Humans are, emotions are, feelings are
Ego is, pride is, sadness is
Still nothing now ain't that something
We live life on assumptions of definitions
But even our definitions carry no similarities
Where does the separation device
Hope is, dreams are, goals are
Accomplishments of the soul
They matter not if your successful
What would mostly have to be seen
Is that we were alive trying to achieve them
Isn't that what we are after
I choose not to live by definitions
I choose not to live by expectations
But by the faith that I will ultimately get there
There, that of which I do not know
But what I do know is
My hearts beats fastest for it
Love is, joy is, sorrow is
Humans are, emotions are, dreams are
But we go about our lives as if they were real
14/01/15
backstabbers(returning the favour)
To all my backstabbing niggers
Who are you going to stab
Once you have ran out of backs
To all my lying friends
Who are you going to lie to
Once everyone sees the truth for who you are
To all my friends
What are you going to do
When all hope is lost
For I am not afraid to walk alone
Like the lone wolf through the perrels of life
I would rather than to be backstabbed
So I ask
What are you going to do
Once you run out of back to stab
Back my back has no space
After being stabbed with knives and machetes
Who are you going to run to next
Who is going to blindlyturn their back
With the concept of trust in the mind
To a person who has no faith in themselves
To all back my backstabbing niggers
I offer you my back no more
So turn and let me return the favour
13/01/15
Who are you going to stab
Once you have ran out of backs
To all my lying friends
Who are you going to lie to
Once everyone sees the truth for who you are
To all my friends
What are you going to do
When all hope is lost
For I am not afraid to walk alone
Like the lone wolf through the perrels of life
I would rather than to be backstabbed
So I ask
What are you going to do
Once you run out of back to stab
Back my back has no space
After being stabbed with knives and machetes
Who are you going to run to next
Who is going to blindlyturn their back
With the concept of trust in the mind
To a person who has no faith in themselves
To all back my backstabbing niggers
I offer you my back no more
So turn and let me return the favour
13/01/15
Saturday, 17 January 2015
free
Surrounded by the beauty that is nature
I cannot help but feel free
Free, from what is binding me
But how do I carry this freedom with me
For I wish for it to always follow me around
I always have to have it with me where ever I go
Not just only when I come to visit nature
So I plan to create a plan
To devise a complete strategy
That shall see me set free
But than how do I go about it
How do I go about creating freedom
When were I am from I am not free
17/01/15
I cannot help but feel free
Free, from what is binding me
But how do I carry this freedom with me
For I wish for it to always follow me around
I always have to have it with me where ever I go
Not just only when I come to visit nature
So I plan to create a plan
To devise a complete strategy
That shall see me set free
But than how do I go about it
How do I go about creating freedom
When were I am from I am not free
17/01/15
us(united individuals)
I own something no one can ever take from me
I have something no one can ever poses like me
I am something no one can ever be like me
My indivuality is a gift within me
My character is always going to be unique
For I am not like you
The choices I make are personal to me
So is my belief system
I am a human and thats what I will always be
Never are you going to force yourself on me
When I have never done the same on you
And so let it be that way
I am human, and my individuality should be respected
Just like I will respect those who give it accordingly
Let's be united individuals
I am, We are
And there is no denying it
For we are connected
So let me be me
And I will let you be you
And together we can be us
That is how we are going to create peace
That is how we are going to achieve harmony
That isgoing to be free
Free, from these walls that are separating us
Dividing us from who we are
An organism one within itself
So let me be me
And I will let you be you
And together we can be us
17/01/15
I have something no one can ever poses like me
I am something no one can ever be like me
My indivuality is a gift within me
My character is always going to be unique
For I am not like you
The choices I make are personal to me
So is my belief system
I am a human and thats what I will always be
Never are you going to force yourself on me
When I have never done the same on you
And so let it be that way
I am human, and my individuality should be respected
Just like I will respect those who give it accordingly
Let's be united individuals
I am, We are
And there is no denying it
For we are connected
So let me be me
And I will let you be you
And together we can be us
That is how we are going to create peace
That is how we are going to achieve harmony
That isgoing to be free
Free, from these walls that are separating us
Dividing us from who we are
An organism one within itself
So let me be me
And I will let you be you
And together we can be us
17/01/15
I've seen peace
I've seen peace in the hearts of man
As I searched for freedom
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
As I set out to be free
No longer are we blinded by your greed
When love rules the day
We are free
But freedom is yet to be seen
I've seen peace in the hearts of man
For I see freedom
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
For they have opened my eyes for me
No longer shall we fight
When there is nothing to fight for
No longer shall we rage war
And call it a war of freedom
I've seen peace in the hearts of man
But only those who love is their religion
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
But from only those who are awakened like me
Because no more can we be lied to
When the truth is out there for all to see
No more can we be shackled to you lies
When we can clearly see the truth for what it be
You say we at war
But still you give us no reason
You say you are creating peace
But how can there be peace when you killing us
The future generation is lost
Only because you put no trust in them
You push your agendas
But say its in our best interest
Well I've seen peace in the hearts of man
From those who offered me freedom
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
From those who taught me freedom
Freedom, like a mythical creature of the dark
Is no more a dream than it is reality
Only if we choose to follow our souls
And let our hearts guide us there
Freedom, for we wish to be free
But still wage war in the name of peace
Peace, it would have to be seen as a lie
Because many have died fighting for it
I've seen peace in the hearts of man
Who taught love as their religion
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
As they planted its seeds within me
#Peace 17/01/15
As I searched for freedom
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
As I set out to be free
No longer are we blinded by your greed
When love rules the day
We are free
But freedom is yet to be seen
I've seen peace in the hearts of man
For I see freedom
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
For they have opened my eyes for me
No longer shall we fight
When there is nothing to fight for
No longer shall we rage war
And call it a war of freedom
I've seen peace in the hearts of man
But only those who love is their religion
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
But from only those who are awakened like me
Because no more can we be lied to
When the truth is out there for all to see
No more can we be shackled to you lies
When we can clearly see the truth for what it be
You say we at war
But still you give us no reason
You say you are creating peace
But how can there be peace when you killing us
The future generation is lost
Only because you put no trust in them
You push your agendas
But say its in our best interest
Well I've seen peace in the hearts of man
From those who offered me freedom
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
From those who taught me freedom
Freedom, like a mythical creature of the dark
Is no more a dream than it is reality
Only if we choose to follow our souls
And let our hearts guide us there
Freedom, for we wish to be free
But still wage war in the name of peace
Peace, it would have to be seen as a lie
Because many have died fighting for it
I've seen peace in the hearts of man
Who taught love as their religion
I've seen peace in the eyes of man
As they planted its seeds within me
#Peace 17/01/15
awakened generation
We are the awakened generation
And freedom is what we want
We are the peaceful generation
To be free is what we need
No longer will we conform by your ways
When you do not conform by them either
We want to be us and not you
For we are individuals too
No more can we take it in silence
For we are hushed when we speak
Is it a crime to speak the truth
Or is it too hard for you to swallow
Set us free like once caged swallows
So that our wings can touch the sky
And feel the wind beneath our feet
Let us once again be free
The children of our youth lost by your ways
Trying to find light on a darkened tunnel
Can't you see you have robbed us of our sight
By leading us in the wrong direction
I see now for I have glanced back into my future
And seen heaven in the form of a shadow
Hidden deep beneath my feet
I will guide those of you who will follow
For we are the awakened generation
And freedom is what we want
We are the peaceful generation
Our freedom we shall regain
No longer shall we sit on the sideline and wait
For you put yourself first and us last
But we are your leaders for we have that power
Wants of the few and needs of the many
We shall right your wrongs
Not to say you were never right
But we shall make it out alive
Even in our death we shall fight
For freedom is our name
Peace is our religion
For we are the love generation
And we are going to fight for what is right
17/01/15
And freedom is what we want
We are the peaceful generation
To be free is what we need
No longer will we conform by your ways
When you do not conform by them either
We want to be us and not you
For we are individuals too
No more can we take it in silence
For we are hushed when we speak
Is it a crime to speak the truth
Or is it too hard for you to swallow
Set us free like once caged swallows
So that our wings can touch the sky
And feel the wind beneath our feet
Let us once again be free
The children of our youth lost by your ways
Trying to find light on a darkened tunnel
Can't you see you have robbed us of our sight
By leading us in the wrong direction
I see now for I have glanced back into my future
And seen heaven in the form of a shadow
Hidden deep beneath my feet
I will guide those of you who will follow
For we are the awakened generation
And freedom is what we want
We are the peaceful generation
Our freedom we shall regain
No longer shall we sit on the sideline and wait
For you put yourself first and us last
But we are your leaders for we have that power
Wants of the few and needs of the many
We shall right your wrongs
Not to say you were never right
But we shall make it out alive
Even in our death we shall fight
For freedom is our name
Peace is our religion
For we are the love generation
And we are going to fight for what is right
17/01/15
Goodbye
I am going to say goodbye
Because sometimes a hello is not sufficient enough
I am going to make my way
Because sometimes following yours I get lost
I am going to do it for me
Because sometimes you are never satisfied
I am going to put myself first
Because I had forgotten I was an individual too
Call me how you like
For that is you perception of me
Treat me how you like
Because that's how you feel inside
What you do for you
Shall never matter in my books
For I am putting myself first
Not to say anyone shall never be second
I am going to fight for what is mine
Because you could never do that for me
No matter how hard you try
This is something you can't change in me
For I am an individual
And my needs come first
And when we are united
That love shall resonate from inside
Like the opening of the third eye
I will see with my eyes closed
So I am going to say goodbye
So that I can say hello to happiness
I am going to make it my way
Not to say your way is a failure
I am going to do things for me
For they are done ultimately for us
I am going to put my journey first
For I am travelling it alone
If this is not what you wanted
Than kindly set yourself free from me
For I am am individual
And I follow that individual path
And the day we become united
I will resonate love to you from inside
17/01/15
Because sometimes a hello is not sufficient enough
I am going to make my way
Because sometimes following yours I get lost
I am going to do it for me
Because sometimes you are never satisfied
I am going to put myself first
Because I had forgotten I was an individual too
Call me how you like
For that is you perception of me
Treat me how you like
Because that's how you feel inside
What you do for you
Shall never matter in my books
For I am putting myself first
Not to say anyone shall never be second
I am going to fight for what is mine
Because you could never do that for me
No matter how hard you try
This is something you can't change in me
For I am an individual
And my needs come first
And when we are united
That love shall resonate from inside
Like the opening of the third eye
I will see with my eyes closed
So I am going to say goodbye
So that I can say hello to happiness
I am going to make it my way
Not to say your way is a failure
I am going to do things for me
For they are done ultimately for us
I am going to put my journey first
For I am travelling it alone
If this is not what you wanted
Than kindly set yourself free from me
For I am am individual
And I follow that individual path
And the day we become united
I will resonate love to you from inside
17/01/15
Friday, 16 January 2015
destination heaven
I've seen heaven in the form of a shadow
Deep beneath my feet like the trenches we dig
Weep like the willow I have for I have stepped on peace
And now my heart will never rest until I am free
Free, like a bird as it flies high in the sky
Like the heaven beneath my feet
Can it see me passing by
Wondering around aimlessly like a Neanderthal
But I am an upright man with no forward stop
Human version 2.0 the anomaly
My only difference is the search for freedom
An elusive beast that does not exist
But still I search for it like the lochness monster
But this ain't no search for NeSSI or big foot
This chupacabrah will be found
For with each step I take
Haven becomes closer to be found
Atlantis, for we have built ourselves the krimera
The utopia that was never found
But a dream of what it might be
I search for freedom
So that peace can live in my heart
And my soul can finally rest.
I have seen heaven in the form of a shadow
Deep beneath my feet
Like the abyss in which I live
But I have shown light in this darkness
And finally I can rest
Even though I still haven't found the elusive beast called peace
Freedom I have found and now I live in harmony with myself
#Peace 16/01/15
Deep beneath my feet like the trenches we dig
Weep like the willow I have for I have stepped on peace
And now my heart will never rest until I am free
Free, like a bird as it flies high in the sky
Like the heaven beneath my feet
Can it see me passing by
Wondering around aimlessly like a Neanderthal
But I am an upright man with no forward stop
Human version 2.0 the anomaly
My only difference is the search for freedom
An elusive beast that does not exist
But still I search for it like the lochness monster
But this ain't no search for NeSSI or big foot
This chupacabrah will be found
For with each step I take
Haven becomes closer to be found
Atlantis, for we have built ourselves the krimera
The utopia that was never found
But a dream of what it might be
I search for freedom
So that peace can live in my heart
And my soul can finally rest.
I have seen heaven in the form of a shadow
Deep beneath my feet
Like the abyss in which I live
But I have shown light in this darkness
And finally I can rest
Even though I still haven't found the elusive beast called peace
Freedom I have found and now I live in harmony with myself
#Peace 16/01/15
dreamer
I am a dreamer, believer at most
I am a dreamer, and the future has been told
I can speak like a psychic
Without a fear
I am a dreamer, and my dreams are at most
More than dreams for I am not asleep
I am a dreamer, and I say the future has been told
I wish not to speak what I have seen
For as I sleep I don't dream
And If I am to dream
It would have to be seen
That it comes true
This much I can tell you
I think there's a little hell on the way
But if its to come
Heaven is just beyond that gate
I am a dreamer and much is to be discussed
For as I dream, even when I am asleep
I am always fully conscious
And always aware
How?
I do not say
For it is all in the mind
And I have started to listen to my heart
I am a dreamer and my dreams
Help me stay sane in this crazy world
Because I still dream of a better day
Though my sinchronistic dreams are correct
I smile because I know
Somewhere there is hope
If I can do as much as I can
We can all change to a one earth.
15/01/15
I am a dreamer, and the future has been told
I can speak like a psychic
Without a fear
I am a dreamer, and my dreams are at most
More than dreams for I am not asleep
I am a dreamer, and I say the future has been told
I wish not to speak what I have seen
For as I sleep I don't dream
And If I am to dream
It would have to be seen
That it comes true
This much I can tell you
I think there's a little hell on the way
But if its to come
Heaven is just beyond that gate
I am a dreamer and much is to be discussed
For as I dream, even when I am asleep
I am always fully conscious
And always aware
How?
I do not say
For it is all in the mind
And I have started to listen to my heart
I am a dreamer and my dreams
Help me stay sane in this crazy world
Because I still dream of a better day
Though my sinchronistic dreams are correct
I smile because I know
Somewhere there is hope
If I can do as much as I can
We can all change to a one earth.
15/01/15
R & L
Being in love is great
More than any success story
No matter how rich, poor, dumb or intelligent
You just have to fall in love at one point
Because love can heal a broken heart
Relieve a stressed soul
Love can set one free
No chain is big enough to lock away true love
No matter if you are a loner or a player
Straight or gay
True love is always going to be there
I love you, no chain can hold me back
From my true feelings
Let it always be
More than any success story
No matter how rich, poor, dumb or intelligent
You just have to fall in love at one point
Because love can heal a broken heart
Relieve a stressed soul
Love can set one free
No chain is big enough to lock away true love
No matter if you are a loner or a player
Straight or gay
True love is always going to be there
I love you, no chain can hold me back
From my true feelings
Let it always be
all about my love
I've been on this earth looking for love
I've stood on this earth and asked to be loved
I've looked down to pray for love from up above
If o have received love, would you say it's a gift from up above
Patience has tought me the virtues of living
Indipendence has tought me the joys of feeling
Time has tought me the wonders of forgiving
I am waiting for love, the only thing missing
If one is to love not bit hate forever
Is one a hater for he loves not
"Hate not but love forever"
Than her shalt rejoice in earths pleasures
From he who writes these words
To her who these words shall bring meaning
Please I have been meaning, if you are listening
To have a second to tell you how I am feeling
Like pen to paper means write
Or a bullet to a gun means shoot
All your actions to me is proof
Love me love me not, words are mine and not bought
Weather I love you or not, my feelings I have brought
Though adolescent I feel my time is bought
I love you, forever in the same way
I've stood on this earth and asked to be loved
I've looked down to pray for love from up above
If o have received love, would you say it's a gift from up above
Patience has tought me the virtues of living
Indipendence has tought me the joys of feeling
Time has tought me the wonders of forgiving
I am waiting for love, the only thing missing
If one is to love not bit hate forever
Is one a hater for he loves not
"Hate not but love forever"
Than her shalt rejoice in earths pleasures
From he who writes these words
To her who these words shall bring meaning
Please I have been meaning, if you are listening
To have a second to tell you how I am feeling
Like pen to paper means write
Or a bullet to a gun means shoot
All your actions to me is proof
Love me love me not, words are mine and not bought
Weather I love you or not, my feelings I have brought
Though adolescent I feel my time is bought
I love you, forever in the same way
how much
How much do I love you
How much do I trust you you ask
Fact of the matter is
How much do you love me
How much do you trust me
I love you, I trust you
I don't know how you feel about me
But just know that I have done what I did
Heartbroken or disappointed you may have become
And sorry I will always be for what I did
So weather you forgive me or not
I just love you
You are your own person
What you do is very much unexplainable
Laughing or crying, cursing or telling me you love me
It all touches a special place in my heart
A place once broken into a million pieces
But put together by your trust
And pasted by you your love
So rejoice for all the love I have on my heart
Grew from the seeds you planted when I met you
Every night I ask the father
Why he gave me you
In a time when pain and suffering ruled my life
He always answers me saying
He wanted to put out that flame of pain
And let love rule my life
This is a success because I am deeply in love with you
How much do I trust you you ask
Fact of the matter is
How much do you love me
How much do you trust me
I love you, I trust you
I don't know how you feel about me
But just know that I have done what I did
Heartbroken or disappointed you may have become
And sorry I will always be for what I did
So weather you forgive me or not
I just love you
You are your own person
What you do is very much unexplainable
Laughing or crying, cursing or telling me you love me
It all touches a special place in my heart
A place once broken into a million pieces
But put together by your trust
And pasted by you your love
So rejoice for all the love I have on my heart
Grew from the seeds you planted when I met you
Every night I ask the father
Why he gave me you
In a time when pain and suffering ruled my life
He always answers me saying
He wanted to put out that flame of pain
And let love rule my life
This is a success because I am deeply in love with you
burn
I burn the past
I burn the present
I burn the future
I try, to live my life without
Memorys of the past
Aspirations for the present
Or dreams for the future
Like a fire that rages all day
Burning all in its path
I leave no evidence of a beginning
Though when present I am deeply admired
Where my flames touch root I do not know
For my future, like the wind
Changes with the tides of time
I've burnt my past
I burn my present
I will burn my future
For memorys never made my past
My senses never made my present
My goals never made my future
Like a fire burning under control
Life, is always what it makes of you
Like pieces in a chess game watch out for the mate
Because you will be late, get it, paths cross lines meet
Though enemys never bury the hatchet
Fire burns until there is nothing but ashes
Live life, don't let life live you, like a fire going dim
I burn the past
I burn the present
I burn the future
Like fire, I burn
I burn the present
I burn the future
I try, to live my life without
Memorys of the past
Aspirations for the present
Or dreams for the future
Like a fire that rages all day
Burning all in its path
I leave no evidence of a beginning
Though when present I am deeply admired
Where my flames touch root I do not know
For my future, like the wind
Changes with the tides of time
I've burnt my past
I burn my present
I will burn my future
For memorys never made my past
My senses never made my present
My goals never made my future
Like a fire burning under control
Life, is always what it makes of you
Like pieces in a chess game watch out for the mate
Because you will be late, get it, paths cross lines meet
Though enemys never bury the hatchet
Fire burns until there is nothing but ashes
Live life, don't let life live you, like a fire going dim
I burn the past
I burn the present
I burn the future
Like fire, I burn
Thursday, 15 January 2015
sometimes
Sometimes
It takes being broke
To really know your worth
In some peoples books
Sometimes
It takes being hurt
To know who cares
Enough to make a difference
Sometimes
It takes some acting up
For people to even notice
That you are an individual too
Just sometimes
Because most of the times
We conform by their rules
And bend over backwards to thier regulations
But this time
I am making it a point
To steer clear of those situations
By doing whats best for me
Because sometimes
Locking yourself in your sanctuary
Crying the pain away
Doesn't heal your heartaches
Because sometimes
Dreaming for a better tomorrow
Starts with the courage to stand up
For what is rightfully yours
And this time
I am not taking no for an answer
Because a lot of times
I felt like it was not worth it
This time I am doing it for me
And no one else
Because no one ever did anything for me
Except if they got something in return of it
15/01/15
It takes being broke
To really know your worth
In some peoples books
Sometimes
It takes being hurt
To know who cares
Enough to make a difference
Sometimes
It takes some acting up
For people to even notice
That you are an individual too
Just sometimes
Because most of the times
We conform by their rules
And bend over backwards to thier regulations
But this time
I am making it a point
To steer clear of those situations
By doing whats best for me
Because sometimes
Locking yourself in your sanctuary
Crying the pain away
Doesn't heal your heartaches
Because sometimes
Dreaming for a better tomorrow
Starts with the courage to stand up
For what is rightfully yours
And this time
I am not taking no for an answer
Because a lot of times
I felt like it was not worth it
This time I am doing it for me
And no one else
Because no one ever did anything for me
Except if they got something in return of it
15/01/15
a dreamer
A dreamer just woke up
And in his mind is just dreams
A dreamer just woke up
Thats whats up
For in his mind
He sees nothing but visions
Though in his soul
He carrys a heavy burden
I am a dreamer
So while I am awake
I will dream no more
For I will be bringing my dreams to reality
A long time is has been
Whilst I was asleep
But I am not a bear
So I was not go ban aging you see
Like a cold front I was brewing
Worse than a storm when it was growing
Wait until you see the signs
Only than it shall be too late
For a dreamer just woke up
Alongside him a degenerate delinquent
A storm that has long been brewing
I this mind, the future that I wish for
09/09/14
And in his mind is just dreams
A dreamer just woke up
Thats whats up
For in his mind
He sees nothing but visions
Though in his soul
He carrys a heavy burden
I am a dreamer
So while I am awake
I will dream no more
For I will be bringing my dreams to reality
A long time is has been
Whilst I was asleep
But I am not a bear
So I was not go ban aging you see
Like a cold front I was brewing
Worse than a storm when it was growing
Wait until you see the signs
Only than it shall be too late
For a dreamer just woke up
Alongside him a degenerate delinquent
A storm that has long been brewing
I this mind, the future that I wish for
09/09/14
a dreamer (here to get the job done)
I am a dreamer and I just woke up
Why I was asleep I will not know
But I just woke up and my rest was not fun
If you know me call it a sabbatical
To all my bitches lets say celibacy
To all my homeboys I was dead
But to all my haters just M.I.A
A dreamer just woke up and he is I
No luscious storys to share because that is not me
No horror stories to share because thats not me
Just pain and heartache, nothing but misery
You see, I am a dreamer and I just woke up
And for that dreamer that just woke up is I
I am not going to share with you my dreams
I am going to be its director and its main character
I am a dreamer and I just woke up
A dreamer am I but am I my dreams fulfiller
That is nothing but a nightmare
And they won't dare because I am awake now
I am a dreamer and I just woke up
All of my dreams shall be noted
As my lifetimes successes
For I was once dreaming, now I am awake to get the job done
09/09/14
Why I was asleep I will not know
But I just woke up and my rest was not fun
If you know me call it a sabbatical
To all my bitches lets say celibacy
To all my homeboys I was dead
But to all my haters just M.I.A
A dreamer just woke up and he is I
No luscious storys to share because that is not me
No horror stories to share because thats not me
Just pain and heartache, nothing but misery
You see, I am a dreamer and I just woke up
And for that dreamer that just woke up is I
I am not going to share with you my dreams
I am going to be its director and its main character
I am a dreamer and I just woke up
A dreamer am I but am I my dreams fulfiller
That is nothing but a nightmare
And they won't dare because I am awake now
I am a dreamer and I just woke up
All of my dreams shall be noted
As my lifetimes successes
For I was once dreaming, now I am awake to get the job done
09/09/14
individuality
As people were all the same
But as individuals we shalt always be different
Its neither a curse no crime
To flaunt that individuality
Weather you were destined to run with the pack
Or to be part of a pride
Your individuality is a character
No one else can ever have again
All zebras are stripped
But eachs stripes are different
And helps them stand out of similarity
When individuality is needed
Who I was than and who I am today
Is something that shall be tomorrow
Or any day after for its my character
And thats something only I built upon
From the onset I knew who I was
For I am a dreamer
And to keep dreaming is a dream I posses
And can never be taken away
As I picture my future in thoughts
I am thankful of my gift and character
For the future is bright
As long as I choose to see it that way
21/08/14
But as individuals we shalt always be different
Its neither a curse no crime
To flaunt that individuality
Weather you were destined to run with the pack
Or to be part of a pride
Your individuality is a character
No one else can ever have again
All zebras are stripped
But eachs stripes are different
And helps them stand out of similarity
When individuality is needed
Who I was than and who I am today
Is something that shall be tomorrow
Or any day after for its my character
And thats something only I built upon
From the onset I knew who I was
For I am a dreamer
And to keep dreaming is a dream I posses
And can never be taken away
As I picture my future in thoughts
I am thankful of my gift and character
For the future is bright
As long as I choose to see it that way
21/08/14
Wednesday, 14 January 2015
me
Me
Is it a crime
To do things for me
Me
Am I at fault
When I do things for me
I
That is how it is
That is how it is always going to be
For I
Am going to have to do things for me
Me
Is it a crime that I am first
For than we will be united
When I am done
So it is me
Before it could ever be us
For that is how it is everywhere
Me
I had totally forgotten about myself
But now I am starting to see
Me 14/01/15
Is it a crime
To do things for me
Me
Am I at fault
When I do things for me
I
That is how it is
That is how it is always going to be
For I
Am going to have to do things for me
Me
Is it a crime that I am first
For than we will be united
When I am done
So it is me
Before it could ever be us
For that is how it is everywhere
Me
I had totally forgotten about myself
But now I am starting to see
Me 14/01/15
little by little
Step by step, little by little
I am going to make it to the top
Day by day, hour by hour
I am going to change who I am
Memory by memory, past by past
I am going to become a better man
It sounds easy when you think about it
But takes hard work to accomplish
For second by second
I have to make choices that will get me there
Little by little, step by step
I am carving that path
Because day by day, hour by hour
I am learning the wrongs of my ways
And memory by memory, past by past
I am glueing my life back together
It might not be an easy task
But its a journey I have to undertake
For me, for her, for family and friends
For the whole world to know who I am
I will fight to the very end
19/08/14
I am going to make it to the top
Day by day, hour by hour
I am going to change who I am
Memory by memory, past by past
I am going to become a better man
It sounds easy when you think about it
But takes hard work to accomplish
For second by second
I have to make choices that will get me there
Little by little, step by step
I am carving that path
Because day by day, hour by hour
I am learning the wrongs of my ways
And memory by memory, past by past
I am glueing my life back together
It might not be an easy task
But its a journey I have to undertake
For me, for her, for family and friends
For the whole world to know who I am
I will fight to the very end
19/08/14
its a bug life
Its a bugs life
So pray I don't accidentally step on you
Without even knowing it
For its a bugs life
Born in a rat race
Watching life speed through
Maybe I should drive slow
For life is a marathon and not a sprint
Its a bugs life
Pray you don't die in a cocoon
Before you can spread your wings like a butterfly
And fly free showing of your beauty
I was born in a rat race
Now I am praying to drive slow
But life is passing me by
In a convoy of emotions and disappointments
If life is a bugs life
I am praying they don't spray me with pesticides
For I am just trying to eat
Because I am trying to survive this rat race
Its a bugs life
Speeding faster than a rat race
And I am standing here
Checking for the bugs I accidentally squashed
14/08/14
So pray I don't accidentally step on you
Without even knowing it
For its a bugs life
Born in a rat race
Watching life speed through
Maybe I should drive slow
For life is a marathon and not a sprint
Its a bugs life
Pray you don't die in a cocoon
Before you can spread your wings like a butterfly
And fly free showing of your beauty
I was born in a rat race
Now I am praying to drive slow
But life is passing me by
In a convoy of emotions and disappointments
If life is a bugs life
I am praying they don't spray me with pesticides
For I am just trying to eat
Because I am trying to survive this rat race
Its a bugs life
Speeding faster than a rat race
And I am standing here
Checking for the bugs I accidentally squashed
14/08/14
rap versus poetry
Rap versus poetry
Ironically rap is nothing but rhythm and poetry
Rap versus poetry
Should I rap, or just recite my poetry
Dear God help me decide
For I love to rap
But cannot stop writing poetry
So if I may ask
Am I a rapper or a poet
Because I feel lost
Maybe this answer will get me home
Because I feel lost
Maybe this answer will get me found
I know the question is profound
But should I rap or recite poetry
Because it is something in me
To get the world out
But how I just do not know
Do I go with the rhythm
Or just stick to the poetry
Rap versus poetry
Dear God help me decide
Because I am at a crossroads
About to go in search of the pot of gold
For I always felt I was born in a trap
But I have broken free of it
So do I rap or recite poetry
Which will work best for me
Which will save me from myself
Rap versus poetry
Or should I let it all go
Time will decide for me
14/08/14
Ironically rap is nothing but rhythm and poetry
Rap versus poetry
Should I rap, or just recite my poetry
Dear God help me decide
For I love to rap
But cannot stop writing poetry
So if I may ask
Am I a rapper or a poet
Because I feel lost
Maybe this answer will get me home
Because I feel lost
Maybe this answer will get me found
I know the question is profound
But should I rap or recite poetry
Because it is something in me
To get the world out
But how I just do not know
Do I go with the rhythm
Or just stick to the poetry
Rap versus poetry
Dear God help me decide
Because I am at a crossroads
About to go in search of the pot of gold
For I always felt I was born in a trap
But I have broken free of it
So do I rap or recite poetry
Which will work best for me
Which will save me from myself
Rap versus poetry
Or should I let it all go
Time will decide for me
14/08/14
born in a trap
Was I born in a trap
Or did I place myself in that trap
Was I born in a trap
Or did I place myself in a trap
Thinking back to when the world was flat
2D with no thought of a way out
Convicted to never shine
But I am a diamond in the dirt
That someone should never mine
Because I am worth the whole mine
That you found me in
Better yet I am that mine you found me in
Worthless, until you put a price on me
Well I wasn't born in a trap
Because the world is not flat
3D, and now I see clearly
You can never pull the wool over my eyes
The truth is setting me free
For every time I lied I created that trap
But slowly, but surely
I am opening it, though I am not strong
I need not be strong to succeed
For if each ones teaches one
We can all get out of that trap
For there is no animal in man
But mab is an animal
So why gave me permission to in trap me
When we beings all the same
Was I born in a trap, if yes
Than I am breaking free
Of the chains shackling me
Entrapping my mind
Controlling my body
I am going to be free
Like a butterfly
Or a leaf in the wind
You can't hunt what you can't kill
You can't stop what you can't comprehend
So I am breaking free
Of these chains that have long shackled me
Entrapping my mind
I was born in a trap
For this earth is heaven
And I am going to make it beyond that
I am going to sit with Allah at home
For I see the light at the end of the tunnel
I am making it out
Because I was never born in a trap
14/08/14
Or did I place myself in that trap
Was I born in a trap
Or did I place myself in a trap
Thinking back to when the world was flat
2D with no thought of a way out
Convicted to never shine
But I am a diamond in the dirt
That someone should never mine
Because I am worth the whole mine
That you found me in
Better yet I am that mine you found me in
Worthless, until you put a price on me
Well I wasn't born in a trap
Because the world is not flat
3D, and now I see clearly
You can never pull the wool over my eyes
The truth is setting me free
For every time I lied I created that trap
But slowly, but surely
I am opening it, though I am not strong
I need not be strong to succeed
For if each ones teaches one
We can all get out of that trap
For there is no animal in man
But mab is an animal
So why gave me permission to in trap me
When we beings all the same
Was I born in a trap, if yes
Than I am breaking free
Of the chains shackling me
Entrapping my mind
Controlling my body
I am going to be free
Like a butterfly
Or a leaf in the wind
You can't hunt what you can't kill
You can't stop what you can't comprehend
So I am breaking free
Of these chains that have long shackled me
Entrapping my mind
I was born in a trap
For this earth is heaven
And I am going to make it beyond that
I am going to sit with Allah at home
For I see the light at the end of the tunnel
I am making it out
Because I was never born in a trap
14/08/14
insearch of the pot of gold
Standing at the crossroads
About to search for the pot of Gold
Has anyone seen a rainbow
That they can point me to
Because so many have found it
But ate ready to let it go
Will I be the next
Lost like I can never be found
My intentions are good
Maybe my actions may not be
But has anyone seen a rainbow
Because I am in search of a pot of gold
What shall happen if I find it
That's an answer I do not know
For the question is a subliminal thought
Conscious is I when I speak
But subconscious when I dream
For this dream makes my eyes gleam
Teary eyed when I imagine spending it
But I will not lie, I am a man
And in time it will change me
For Better or worse I may not know
Bit my intention remains simple
Maybe I could change a bit of the world
So will you point me to were it rains
So I may follow the rainbow
Insearch of the pot of gold
14/08/14
About to search for the pot of Gold
Has anyone seen a rainbow
That they can point me to
Because so many have found it
But ate ready to let it go
Will I be the next
Lost like I can never be found
My intentions are good
Maybe my actions may not be
But has anyone seen a rainbow
Because I am in search of a pot of gold
What shall happen if I find it
That's an answer I do not know
For the question is a subliminal thought
Conscious is I when I speak
But subconscious when I dream
For this dream makes my eyes gleam
Teary eyed when I imagine spending it
But I will not lie, I am a man
And in time it will change me
For Better or worse I may not know
Bit my intention remains simple
Maybe I could change a bit of the world
So will you point me to were it rains
So I may follow the rainbow
Insearch of the pot of gold
14/08/14
to my love
Oh where would I be without you my love
Oh who might I be without you my love
And who will I love without you my love his is a question that I ask myself
First thing before I wake up
And the last thing before I sleep
Your always on my mind for what you do
You do it like no other
You are you and no one else
That is why I love you
That is why I care about you
Until my heart beats no more
Where ever I shall awaken
Whenever I shall awaken
From my deadly slumber
You will always be my love
You shall always have my heart
For it runs in my blood
The love that I have for you
So out of the worlds riches
I ask for only one thing
Its not cheap nor is it expansive
For it cannot be priced
I ask for your love
Because the world riches are only a mere dream
But your love is a reality
May I, can I, will I have your love
For its more important now than later
For I am always loving you
Oh who might I be without you my love
And who will I love without you my love his is a question that I ask myself
First thing before I wake up
And the last thing before I sleep
Your always on my mind for what you do
You do it like no other
You are you and no one else
That is why I love you
That is why I care about you
Until my heart beats no more
Where ever I shall awaken
Whenever I shall awaken
From my deadly slumber
You will always be my love
You shall always have my heart
For it runs in my blood
The love that I have for you
So out of the worlds riches
I ask for only one thing
Its not cheap nor is it expansive
For it cannot be priced
I ask for your love
Because the world riches are only a mere dream
But your love is a reality
May I, can I, will I have your love
For its more important now than later
For I am always loving you
love bundles
Love is not the love you give the one you love
But instead it is individually wrapped
And given to thee, the recipient
And so shall never be taken
This bundle of love, is wrapped in
Memory's good and bad
Of sadness and happiness
Of times cherished, or wished not to exist
This love I give to thee
Is for thy to keep eternally
Even as I move on
I do not leave with your bundle
And to thee that is to follow
I do not come empty handed
For though heartbroken and unloved
Only thee can help me give
For I will always have love
Individually packed for everyone
For me to give to all that I love
And me to receive from the recipient
Even though I give you yours
It does not mean that I am done
The past shall always be there
Thats why love dies slow
But instead it is individually wrapped
And given to thee, the recipient
And so shall never be taken
This bundle of love, is wrapped in
Memory's good and bad
Of sadness and happiness
Of times cherished, or wished not to exist
This love I give to thee
Is for thy to keep eternally
Even as I move on
I do not leave with your bundle
And to thee that is to follow
I do not come empty handed
For though heartbroken and unloved
Only thee can help me give
For I will always have love
Individually packed for everyone
For me to give to all that I love
And me to receive from the recipient
Even though I give you yours
It does not mean that I am done
The past shall always be there
Thats why love dies slow
were art thou
Or were art thou my love
My angel, were art thou my love
I am lonely without your love
Sad without your hugs
Oh were can thou hide thyself from me
You as my love cannot hide
Because I am going to find thee my love
And when I do
I am going to put you in my arms forever
As destined, foreseen by the almighty God
Years before our arrival on earth
So were art thou my love, my wife to be
Show thyself because my heart bleeds for your love
Oh were art thou my love
My angel, were art thou my love
Because we are growing old
Best we meet each other now
So that our love can last longer
As the almighty father wishes
Show thyself and I am going to love thee for eternity
My love if thee is alive please show thyself
Because my heart can't take the pain
My love I will always be waiting your arrival
Just show thyself and I will love thee
For eternity even in my demise
You will be the last thought in my mind
I love thee as destined, just show thyself and be loved
My angel, were art thou my love
I am lonely without your love
Sad without your hugs
Oh were can thou hide thyself from me
You as my love cannot hide
Because I am going to find thee my love
And when I do
I am going to put you in my arms forever
As destined, foreseen by the almighty God
Years before our arrival on earth
So were art thou my love, my wife to be
Show thyself because my heart bleeds for your love
Oh were art thou my love
My angel, were art thou my love
Because we are growing old
Best we meet each other now
So that our love can last longer
As the almighty father wishes
Show thyself and I am going to love thee for eternity
My love if thee is alive please show thyself
Because my heart can't take the pain
My love I will always be waiting your arrival
Just show thyself and I will love thee
For eternity even in my demise
You will be the last thought in my mind
I love thee as destined, just show thyself and be loved
my reward
They say patience is a virtue
I thought it was for fools
But I have learnt my lesson
With patience there are rewards
In a world ruled by love
I was patient to wait my turn
I did not rush anything
My patience was rewarded
Upon the wrong of moments
At a very crucial time
She showed up from the darkness
Like a nocturnal creature of the dark
I tried to talk to her
She just embraced me
I tried to embrace her
She surprised me with a kiss
I can't help bit think of her smile
With beauty unmatched
She is the reward for my patience
And I can't stop thinking about her
They say patience is a virtue
And with it there are rewards
I was patient looking for my love
And my reward was an angel
I thought it was for fools
But I have learnt my lesson
With patience there are rewards
In a world ruled by love
I was patient to wait my turn
I did not rush anything
My patience was rewarded
Upon the wrong of moments
At a very crucial time
She showed up from the darkness
Like a nocturnal creature of the dark
I tried to talk to her
She just embraced me
I tried to embrace her
She surprised me with a kiss
I can't help bit think of her smile
With beauty unmatched
She is the reward for my patience
And I can't stop thinking about her
They say patience is a virtue
And with it there are rewards
I was patient looking for my love
And my reward was an angel
Tuesday, 13 January 2015
i am
I am as dormant as a cat
With the skill of a lion
The speed of a cheetah
All added to the strength of a tiger
I have the strength of a hundred man
The intelligence of a thousand
With the skill of a million
I am what the world fears
When out for the kill
I am always victorious
If o do not kill
I leave my pray wounded
For I am a devil child
Evil is my middle name
Destruction is my last name
I bring misery, the worst company ever
The only thing that can stop me
Does not exist, because I am unstoppable
So there is no way to defeat me
So its best you all join me
At the end of the
My competition is always hard hit
For I am thee only professional
ErL the criminal, and I need competition
With the skill of a lion
The speed of a cheetah
All added to the strength of a tiger
I have the strength of a hundred man
The intelligence of a thousand
With the skill of a million
I am what the world fears
When out for the kill
I am always victorious
If o do not kill
I leave my pray wounded
For I am a devil child
Evil is my middle name
Destruction is my last name
I bring misery, the worst company ever
The only thing that can stop me
Does not exist, because I am unstoppable
So there is no way to defeat me
So its best you all join me
At the end of the
My competition is always hard hit
For I am thee only professional
ErL the criminal, and I need competition
the man are
The man are greet, as the man are meet
The man are talk, so the man are communicate
The man are laugh, the man are cry
As the man are expressing emotion, they are console
The man are friends, the man are enemies
The man are individuals, although the man are a group
The man are fight, before the man are at peace
Though facing death, the man are embrace being alive
The man are celebrate, the man are mourn
The man are rejoice, the man are express belief
The man are praise, for the man are raised
Its a natural cycle if the man are to socialise
The man are love, the man are heartache
The man are lost, the man are found
The man are players, the man are lovers
If the man are to be in a relationship
The are grandsons, the man are sons
The man are fathers, they have sons
In turn they have grandsons, the man are family
For the man are born into family
The man are creators, the man are destroyers
The man are alive, before they are die
The man are parting ways, talking is done
The man are saying goodbye, the man a leave
The man are talk, so the man are communicate
The man are laugh, the man are cry
As the man are expressing emotion, they are console
The man are friends, the man are enemies
The man are individuals, although the man are a group
The man are fight, before the man are at peace
Though facing death, the man are embrace being alive
The man are celebrate, the man are mourn
The man are rejoice, the man are express belief
The man are praise, for the man are raised
Its a natural cycle if the man are to socialise
The man are love, the man are heartache
The man are lost, the man are found
The man are players, the man are lovers
If the man are to be in a relationship
The are grandsons, the man are sons
The man are fathers, they have sons
In turn they have grandsons, the man are family
For the man are born into family
The man are creators, the man are destroyers
The man are alive, before they are die
The man are parting ways, talking is done
The man are saying goodbye, the man a leave
reverse, rewind and repeat dat Ish
Though I spot rags and I look sad
I am sad because my heart lays in rags
Though life has never really kicked me to the curve
To the curve, life has kicked ke a little
Though I have never sat at the corner because I am broke
For when I am broke I am never at the corner
Though I have never asked passerbys for spare change
But for spare change I have asked some passerbys
My intention is not to tell you about my troubles
For my troubles were by intentions
I have quit all my acting and pretending
But have I been pretending that I am acting
As I welcome you into my mansion of fear
I have a fear of leaving my mansion
Though I course tension like a burning spear
But like a burning spear o resolve tension
Many are fights that I have lived through in my life
My whole life has been nothing but a fight
All of which is known as emotion has taken flight
For when I am high my mind takes flight from emotion
As I put pen to paper to give birth to poetry
Poetry is nothing but mind body and soul, on pen and paper
For in these words I have buried pain and sorrow
Though pain and sorrow can never be buried in words
I am sad because my heart lays in rags
Though life has never really kicked me to the curve
To the curve, life has kicked ke a little
Though I have never sat at the corner because I am broke
For when I am broke I am never at the corner
Though I have never asked passerbys for spare change
But for spare change I have asked some passerbys
My intention is not to tell you about my troubles
For my troubles were by intentions
I have quit all my acting and pretending
But have I been pretending that I am acting
As I welcome you into my mansion of fear
I have a fear of leaving my mansion
Though I course tension like a burning spear
But like a burning spear o resolve tension
Many are fights that I have lived through in my life
My whole life has been nothing but a fight
All of which is known as emotion has taken flight
For when I am high my mind takes flight from emotion
As I put pen to paper to give birth to poetry
Poetry is nothing but mind body and soul, on pen and paper
For in these words I have buried pain and sorrow
Though pain and sorrow can never be buried in words
smokers mansion
As I close my eyes and invision
A place were all potheads
Regardless of their race color or religion
HP to smoke in peace, lord I am wishing
If I die before I wake, to take me to a safe place
So in my mind o see this place
Were the smokers go to hang
And smoke their weed in peace
Even though we G's and smoke trees
We have a right to be at peace
Watch the world move at peace
A place were all problems are ceased
I am asking if theres a smokers mansion
If there is will they judge me
Like St John at the pearly gates
Or do I pay homage just to get in
A place were players roll at ease
ErL's the name, save me a place
In a place were chiming with my girl
And hanging with the gang
Can be done in the same space
All happening at one pace
At home, in my smokers mansion
A place were all potheads
Regardless of their race color or religion
HP to smoke in peace, lord I am wishing
If I die before I wake, to take me to a safe place
So in my mind o see this place
Were the smokers go to hang
And smoke their weed in peace
Even though we G's and smoke trees
We have a right to be at peace
Watch the world move at peace
A place were all problems are ceased
I am asking if theres a smokers mansion
If there is will they judge me
Like St John at the pearly gates
Or do I pay homage just to get in
A place were players roll at ease
ErL's the name, save me a place
In a place were chiming with my girl
And hanging with the gang
Can be done in the same space
All happening at one pace
At home, in my smokers mansion
Love
What is love but an undefined feeling
One cannot explain it but feel it
Love makes the world go round
It also heals Brocken hearts
Were would man be without love if not
"I'm in love" its not a crime
For those who believe in true love
May my love last forever
Until the day I die and be seen no more
Let this love be with those I loved whilst I was alive
And may it guide them until their resting place
Love and don't regret lost love because
Tomorrow is a brand new beginning
And a fresh start for life
Enjoy love and its pleasures and sorrows
For life is short
Hate not and love forever
One cannot explain it but feel it
Love makes the world go round
It also heals Brocken hearts
Were would man be without love if not
"I'm in love" its not a crime
For those who believe in true love
May my love last forever
Until the day I die and be seen no more
Let this love be with those I loved whilst I was alive
And may it guide them until their resting place
Love and don't regret lost love because
Tomorrow is a brand new beginning
And a fresh start for life
Enjoy love and its pleasures and sorrows
For life is short
Hate not and love forever
K & L
Kindly give me your love
Asking me is very simple
Offering is a bit harder
Needing your love is what I am
Explaining it is twice as hard
Not offering looks rude
Learning to love you is great
Easy as eating pie
Simple like drinking wine
Letting me have you love is pleasant
It gives me hope for tomorrow
Every time I have it I will cherish it
Asking me is very simple
Offering is a bit harder
Needing your love is what I am
Explaining it is twice as hard
Not offering looks rude
Learning to love you is great
Easy as eating pie
Simple like drinking wine
Letting me have you love is pleasant
It gives me hope for tomorrow
Every time I have it I will cherish it
L/L
What can break a heart but love
When you told me you love me
You completed all that I needed
But when you told me you want to move on
You broke my heart
Who thought you were going to do that
I want you back in my life
Because your all I need to heal my heart
Come back into my life bweiby
Because you are all I need
To heal this broken heart
Only you heart can heal me
So stop playing and come back
Into my life bweiby
I promise a will be twice as much
Real and loving to you than ever
When you told me you love me
You completed all that I needed
But when you told me you want to move on
You broke my heart
Who thought you were going to do that
I want you back in my life
Because your all I need to heal my heart
Come back into my life bweiby
Because you are all I need
To heal this broken heart
Only you heart can heal me
So stop playing and come back
Into my life bweiby
I promise a will be twice as much
Real and loving to you than ever
my world
My dear darling baby girl
Have I told you that you are my world
Though my hearts grown old
And my own soul sold
If truth be told
It can only be held
By those who are bold
At heart that is
When close I feel your warmth
From afar your memorys are buried
In the bottomless depth
Of all my ill healths
For in my mind I have no wealth
And that's invested in my music
A day without it, I loose it
Until I hear it, it calms me
A player I ensure you do not see
For that is not who I be
If it was so my dear please flee
For I would wish for you to be free
My dear darling baby girl
Have I told you that you are my world
Though my hearts grown cold
And my own soul sold
Have I told you that you are my world
Though my hearts grown old
And my own soul sold
If truth be told
It can only be held
By those who are bold
At heart that is
When close I feel your warmth
From afar your memorys are buried
In the bottomless depth
Of all my ill healths
For in my mind I have no wealth
And that's invested in my music
A day without it, I loose it
Until I hear it, it calms me
A player I ensure you do not see
For that is not who I be
If it was so my dear please flee
For I would wish for you to be free
My dear darling baby girl
Have I told you that you are my world
Though my hearts grown cold
And my own soul sold
just us
Forgive me for I intruded in you life
Its not by fate that I know you
Nor is it by chance, that I have gotten to love you
It was all meant to be
Compromises we have made
To suit our relationship, I no longer do this for you
You think twice before you say that to me
Lets face it, we a perfect together, better than ever
A shame it would be if I was to loose you
But because everything that begins has to end
I pray our end is not near because our love has just begun
I hope that is what you pray for before you go to sleep
To tell the truth, not that I would ever lie
I have never met someone who is just like you
It might not be easy to get used to loving you
But its always worth the try
So, as you glance into my eyes and I glance back
You should know by now, only you can make me happy
No one has the right to do so except you
For I give you my heart to pamper in your soul
Mistakes I have made and you also have made too
But as long as we have each other
They do not harm, just like the obstacles in between us do
So have faith in me, for I will always love you
Its not by fate that I know you
Nor is it by chance, that I have gotten to love you
It was all meant to be
Compromises we have made
To suit our relationship, I no longer do this for you
You think twice before you say that to me
Lets face it, we a perfect together, better than ever
A shame it would be if I was to loose you
But because everything that begins has to end
I pray our end is not near because our love has just begun
I hope that is what you pray for before you go to sleep
To tell the truth, not that I would ever lie
I have never met someone who is just like you
It might not be easy to get used to loving you
But its always worth the try
So, as you glance into my eyes and I glance back
You should know by now, only you can make me happy
No one has the right to do so except you
For I give you my heart to pamper in your soul
Mistakes I have made and you also have made too
But as long as we have each other
They do not harm, just like the obstacles in between us do
So have faith in me, for I will always love you
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